lalala(:

2007-05-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

HONESTLY, i'm crazy.

not because i'm still awake even though i have sunday school in abt 7-8 hrs time
but because of some reasons that i myself can't explain.

anw, went to NLB today.
like finally right.
haha.
but as usual,
i woke up late.
luckily keith & marr called me or else i'd have been sleeping.
then rushed all the to bugis by train.
poor marr was alone cos of a certain someone,
so it made me feel worse that i was late.
rushed and rushed till i finally reached bugis.
met marr then followed her to NLB to meet keith & cheryl.
they were kind of lost arnd NLB.
and you know what?!
cheryl is just like me when it comes to directions!( she claims it's only at bugis)
but ohwells, i found a 'easily lost' partner.
HAHA.
we shall help each other be MORE street-smart.
it's not that we're absolutely pathetic, we just need alittle help! :D
heh.

so yeah.
did GPP.
marr had to travel to simei.
elmo and lydia came.
immediately, i started laughing more.
that crazy ELMO!
HAHA.
he really cracks me up, and it's fun to make fun of him.
he was wearing PINK by the way.
he's a Sensitive New Age Guy( SNAG xD )
haha.
and me, marr and shrtl were wearing BLUE.
and mr. SNAG came up with a ridiculous stereotype for our BLUE clothes.
i shall not disclose it here.
ahaha.
main pt: HE'S MAD!
but i love him la.
classtime is more fun with him :D

so then, more GPP done.
thanks to keith!
oh and cheryl too.
though we ended up browsing the push-carts more (:
so then marr came back with josh and shrtl.
had lunch with cheryl.
we ta-paued to the library though while marr, josh and shrtl went to sakura
keith, lydia and elmo left ):
the 3 came back from sakura and we sat down on the sofas and did our own things.
chris, mudd and farhan came.
chris and his cheapo singlet.
he looked like he just woke up from sleep or something.
ahaha.

anw,
parents called, so i left.
went to granny's hse then came back home.
watched tv til now.
tmrw got sunday school and i don't know whether i can wake up.
but i have to go, no choice.
and besides,
that cuckoo hafiz will say i'm a SUPER SLACKER if i don't go for the class.
i was really sick the last few times yknow.
ahwells,
i think i shall go off now.

i hate the times when i start reflecting and realise that i have many questions that are left unanswered.
and i hate myself for trusting the wrong people.
i thought i was over that phase,
but apparently, it comes back to me again.
and i have no idea why,
what did i do to deserve this.
or maybe i'm just super naive.
don't they always say virgos are naive.
i shldn't believe in horoscope but the facts are staring right at me.
ohwells,
i'm still doing my best to stay hyper.
so if you see my hyper self,
consider yourself lucky.
and that was not random or general, it was meant for some ppl.

omg,
the realization of your character/hobbies/everything,
makes me think that you might be the right one for me
and that thought, is really,
torturing me.

2007-04-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

ok, i think today was a better day.
kind of la.
i bought M&Ms for SARAN (:
hahaha.
yes, he's a GREAT friend la and i love him loads.
but the one with the accent, cooler, right saran?! (private joke la!)
HAHA.
anw, today was pretty much normal la.
had zeenat's tutorial.
she didn't say i was DRUGGED today cause i answered most of her questions correctly.
i BETTER get participation points from her ah!
i didn't stone during her lesson also.
except for the part abt the cigarettes
marr: eh, cigarettes are price inelastic right.
me: i think so la. eh wait, yeah, shld be la.
sudden silence from zeenat, so i turn...
zeenat: what you'll talking abt.
me: oh nothing, we discussing abt whether the cigarettes are price inelastic or not.(honestly, i don't know why i stupidly told her the truth and my classmates were laughing at my stupidity)
zeenat(smiling alot):sharifa, i know you're damn fast and you want to go on to the nx part on cigarettes, but i'm still at the luxury holidays part so follow what i say, okay? can?
me: YEAH!

HAHA.
i'm mad la, ohwells.
zeenat is NICE!
although she shouts alot.
but it gives us a well-needed HEART ATTACK :D
AHAHA.
like today she shouted in tutorial and me and marr practically JUMPED off our seats.
HAHA.
okayla, other then that, nothing interesting today.
i refuse to comment on what happened at PW.
yeah, but after school went to tampines with marr to meet joshua.
wanted to go for the match at mjc but by the time we decided to leave tampines, the match ended.
so chris and yuan came to meet us.
so all 5 of us slacked at the benches below some blocks and just stoned la.
chris was being damn emo, marr and yuan being DAMN HIGH AND CRAZY, joshua being his sick self and me being me la.
HAHA.
afterthat, took mrt with marr to go home, but i didn't feel like goin home so met ryan at outram mrt station.
talked,talked,talked...
then left for harbourfront at about 8 plus.
went to dad's shop and now i just finished my PI.
i don't want to redo again sia.
this is the best i can do la.
ohwells, i'm like damn sleepy la.
don't know why also.
i feel so unfit; i need to run.
marr let's run tmrw!
WE MUST AH.
okayla, i going off to sleep.

just so you know, those few minutes/hours i spent with you were the greatest; cos i really LOVE you (:

2007-04-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

eh, i'm using my blog again! (:
ahaha.
yeah la, it kind of died right.
ohwells.
i'm not going to recap anything so i'm just going to blog what happens daily nowadays.
i'll try to blog daily la.
TRY uh!
HAHA.
so everyday's been like a rollercoaster ride.
for my emotions that is.
seriously, believe me.
i have no idea why.
actually, i do know why la but it's too hard to explain.
and today i just realised that i've been pushing people away for the WRONG reasons.
and the thing is, i've been hurting the ones that TRULY care about me.
yet, it doesn't make much of a difference, cos i'm hurting myself more in the process, and losing my hyper-ness/happiness isn't helping either.
does it make sense at all?
cos i really felt like saying/writing this down so yeah, that's how i feel right now.
and i really feel that i should STOP IT!
and get a grip of myself, cos by doing this, nothing's going to change.
but i've got to say something to alot of ppl so i guess i shld just say it.

SARAN: eh you, i'm really REALLY REALLY SORRY! honestly, i don't know why i did that in tamil class. i shldn't have ignored you or whatever i was doing la. cos you're like one of the true friends that i have, and you don't deserve that. i'm really sorry, okay! i wasn't thinking and just like my msn nick, i guess i was trying to push you away. but after class, when you ignored me, i realised that you are really an impt friend to me. yeah, and i don't want to lose you, because of my stupidity. so saran, DON'T EVER IGNORE ME, again okay! cos i'll be hurt, and i'm sick of being hurt. i'll explain to you in detail, one day when i'm free and i feel like it okay. yeah. for now, if i ignore you cos i'm sad/depressed, just slap me and tell me to be myself again. don't ignore me, ah! i love you loads la :D

YUEN, NAZZIE AND JOLENE: ok la, you'll guessed it correctly, there was something wrong with me that day. i just don't know what to say la. i'm really sorry for not talking to you'll properly and stuff. i know you'll care abt me, cos you'll said so. i'm damn touched, honestly. and i love you'll alot! you make my SR day's filled with lots of FUN AND LAUGHTER! (:

RYAN: i love you loads and loads too la, and you know it. but sometimes i guess i might annoy you cos i'm always so moody nowadays. i'm really REALLY SORRY! i guess i'm putting you through alot of torture and i'm really happy that you aren't annoyed yet. but i'll try to be better okay! and i want to say that your smses always make me feel better, no matter what! (: oh and get well soon okay. if not i'll bring you to the doctor, cos your parents don't seem to be doing much! (:

okayla, i think that's all the apologies for today cos i need to do my PI! (:

2007-02-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

omg, i can't wait for OGL camp!
i want to be an OGL!
i bet it's like going to be SUPER DUPER FUN :D
haha.
just 3 more days.
yeah.
i really hope i don't get disappointed or something.

ohno, i just realised tht if the camp date comes then it means tht we're nearer to the date where everybody leaves to the junior college that they're posted to.
and that mean's that my class and my og will be separated :/
omg, that's so depressing la!
i want all my friends in the same school as me! (:
HAHA.
i know, i should be practical but i'm really going to miss them.
ohwells, i just have to think positively.
yeah, i can still keep in touch with them.
yups, and i'll make new friends (:

oh oh yknow, if i go for the OGL camp then i will have to miss the audition for kidscentral TV host.
okay, don't laugh at me but i think it would be quite fun to try out for the TV host thing even though it's for KIDSCENTRAL.
ahaha.
ohwells, now i can't go because of the camp :/
maybe i can ask the teachers.
who knows, they might be super nice and they might let me leave for awhile to go for the audition.
yeah. it's worth a try, right (:
okay la, i better go off now cos i shouldn't get used to sleeping too late if not cannot wake up for school on wednesday! (:
oh oh marr might be crashing!
haha can't wait.
ohwells, bye for now! (:

2007-02-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK! (:
haha omg, it's been a long long time.
ever since i started jc i just stopped blogging, huh!
i really have no idea why but who cares, i'm here now what.
so, i've got a new blogskin, and i really like it.
so yeah.
oh oh speaking of my jc, let's talk abt SRJC (:
ok to put it simply, i love it there!
yups.
and i'm staying there after the 1st three months!
oh and i got 16 pts for my l1r5 then after taking away the bonus pts for my cca, it'll be 14.
but i'm still staying in SRJC.
that means another 2 bonus points and it'll be 12.
haha.
don't ask me why, but i really like SRJC.
but sadly, alot of my orientation grp ppl and my classmates are leaving SRJC.
but i'm still staying la.
yeah.
and i'm going to try and work hard in the jc so that i can go to NUS.
yups.
so i must work hard and PLAY hard too.
yeah.
most likely i'll be joining netball there.
cos it's like really fun! (:
yups.

ok la.
i need to go off and watch HEROES in youtube!
yups i love that show.
i promise to blog more often okay.
bye(:

2006-12-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

i'm back i'm back i''m BACK!
missed me?
HAHA.
i'm sorry that i haven't been blogging but i had no mood to use the computer since my account in my computer is still screwed.
ahwells.
i'm still recovering from not being able to watch my youtube and not being able to go online to msn :(

anw,
yknow yknow on tuesday a cat entered my father's shop.
YEAH!
i was just looking at something then suddenly i felt something hit my leg.
when i looked down i saw the CAT!
it was white and black and it was sooo tame!
it kept coming into our shop and sitting there.
since my dad is alittle afraid of cats he kept raising his legs to shoosh it away but it just sat and watched him.
so i had to carry it out.
then i washed my hands and when i came back i saw that it entered our shop again.
i think it was hungry cos it kept staring at the foodstuff in our shop.
must be some IRRESPONSIBLE owner who just abandoned the cat in the shopping centre and so it must be hungry that is why it went around looking for food.
so yeah, as i was saying, it kept coming to our shop and i kept carrying it out cause my parents didn't like it.
then eventually it tried to pounce at my mom cos i think they scared it.
so i tried to calm it down and i kept patting it.
and then yknow while i was patting it's head it closed it's eyes half-way to show that it was enjoying the pat! :)
it was ULTRA-CUTEEE, trust me!
i kept debating with my daddy to say the allah sent the cat into our shop to tell us that a living thing is suffering and that we should save it so i asked my daddy to let me bring it home but he refused, as usual so i just carried the cat out and put it down far away from our shop and then my daddy closed the shop so i didn't get to see the cat after that.
yknow i was so sad that i was talking about the cat throughout the whole trip back home!
and when i came home i told my brother about the cat but he was too busy watching the football match to care :(
and till today, i still feel guilty that i didn't bring the cat home!
what if it's suffering without food?
or what if it's caught in the rain?
it has no where to go you know!
that STUPID, FREAKING OWNER of the cat should be ashamed of himself!
ahwells, there are ppl like there in the world.

oh oh.
jan 3 is coming.
shit, i have to start jc already.
no more going back to the same big, yellow-green building that i have been going to for the past 4 years.
and no more seeing the same familiar faces that i usually see.
also, no more seeing ONLY GIRLS everywhere i go.
i have to stop all the usual habits that are normal in crescent, like changing in class, being totally open about CERTAIN topics! ;)
HAHA.
ohwells.
i better go and sleep now.
or atleast try to.
i need to practice going back to my usual sleeping patterns.
BYE! (:

2006-12-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

whoosh. whoosh. whoosh

HAHA.

ok, i know i disappeared from this blog from a few days but my computer is SCREWED :/

yknow, my pictures/documents have disappeared , my windows media player doesnt want to work.

infact my whole account has become like some default setting thing because everything that i did has disappeared :(

and and YOUTUBE DOESN'T WORK! :(((((

no youtube = no entertainment at night = SHARIFA IS VERY :(((

i wanted to cry when i realised my computer was screwed!

and on top of that i had no idea what happened so i can't do any thing.

RAWR.

ahwells, now i've got to stone every night cos my entertainment has been taken away from me :(

why, why, why!

haiz.

ohno, i just realised that i have to ask my daddy's permission to watch a night at the museum with my cousin's on thursday :/

HOW?

i'm scared lehh.

what if he says no??

i'm scared to know the answer!

ohno ohno ohno.

ARGH.

i hate this mental torture!

omg omg omg OMG!

okay sharifa, don't panic!

ohwells, i better go try to ask my daddy!

wish me luck , okay! (:

bye!

2006-12-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

arcade, arcade, ARCADE! :D
HAHA.

i had a serious craving for car-racing games today.
so when i went to my daddy's shop, me and my brother went to vivo's ARCADE! :D
and we spent loads of cash to buy more and more tokens.
but it was worthdid!
cos i got to play the car races and it was FUN FUN FUN.
so now, sharifa's a HAPPY GIRL! (:
haha.
it's funny how these little things make me happy, right?!
or maybe that's what i want everyone to think.
ahwells.
yknow, i'm seriously dying to go out!.
it's like i'm kept away from my friends and i miss them dearly!
argh argh argh
it's okay sharifa, just calm down cos soon you will see them.
breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out.
okay okay i'm calm now (:
heehee

as usual i'm watching youtube now cause i can't sleep :/
and it's a bad thing cos i have to go and help my daddy at his other shop at 8am in the mornig so i can't sleep until 12 or 1 like i usually do :(
so how how HOW?
what if i sleep at 5 and can't wake up at 8?
oh no!
omg, i really need to find a solution to sleep normally!
okay i need to go force myself to sleep then1
bye!

2006-12-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

do you know how LOVELY MARSHMALLOW'S are?
HAHA.
i just had a craving for it so i pleaded with my daddy and bought a packet at the cold storage :D
so now im happy!
hurhurhur:)
ohh ohh, i forget to recap about my jb trip!
and by the way,
I GOT SHOES! :D
haha.
even though it wasn't the shoes that i fell in love with, i still got something that i like!
yes yes, so sharifa's a even happier girl.

anw, today i was at vivo + harbourfront shopping centre.
i was helping my father at his shop(as usual)
infact my whole family was there.
so me and my bro went window shopping with my cousin bro.
we ended up going to the vivo arcade and my cousin and my bro competed at the ferrari racing and the starwars race thing.
then we went to PET SAFARI! to see the adorable doggies/hamsters & rabbits :D
they were oh-so-cute okay! ((:
HAHA.
after that we went back to my daddy's shop.
but overall, it was fun fun FUN! (:
YES YES.
outings with cousins are fun (:
heehee.

ok i know normal people would be asleep by now, but hey i'm suffering from insomnia, right rez ;D
HAHA.
yes, sadly the both of us have INSOMNIA!
but wth, we love it! (:
heehee.
but yknow, there are disadvantages!
like you'll feel dead tired in the morning, unless you wake up at like 12:30 or 1:00(which is what i always do :D}
HEEHEE.
yknow that's how i felt during my jb trip cos i didn't sleep the night before!
YES, it's the ultimate truth, i DIDN'T sleep the WHOLE night!
and so, during my jb trip i was sleeping throughout the car journey and i was really really tired but the thought of shopping kept me going!
so all you normal people out there who can sleep at the right time, TREASURE YOU SLEEP, OKAY! :D
cos i seriously can't sleep and i'm up all night watching movies/shows on youtube :/
that's not good people!
but i love it :D
haha.
but i wonder how i'm going to become normal again when i start my jc/poly year.
well, i hope i can wake up normally! (:
*cross fingers*

ok then,
i shall go back to my late-night routine on youtube!
byebye! (:

loneliness is something that i hate to feel

2006-12-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

whooooosh.
ahahaah,
ok i think the holidays are driving me crazy.
and i neeed to go out for more outings! ((:
hurhurhur.
and i'm still thinking of the lovely shoes that i didn't get.
AHWELLS:(
i think i'm going to jb tomorrow so maybe i might buy shoes that might be equally nice.
yesyes.
i hope!
*cross fingers*

i want to go SENTOSA!
BEACH BEACH BEACH! ;D
can't wait for the 26th1
my parents better let me go or i'll scream and bite! (:
or most likely i'll moodswingg.
rawrr.
ok i want to go watch america's next top model on youtube.
yesyes, im bored so i have to succumb to watching these stuff.
but ohwells, it kills time (:
byeeee!

2006-12-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

ok i think i should start blogging more often cos my blog is
seriously in the midst of dying(:
hehe.
anw, my trip to KL was not as i expected cos my grandmother and my cousins slowed my pace.
i was supposed to shop till i drop but they kept sitting down everywhere we went,
and they kept whining so we had to go slower and thus we went to lesser places.
i bet if i went with my family alone, then i would have bought more stuff.
but you know the highlight of this trip was that i couldnt get this ULTRA-LOVELY allstar shoes that i saw!
i was like the dream shoes and when i set my eyes on it, i was attracted.
it was like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT:D
but the stupid shop didn't have my size :((
they only had biggert sizes like 6,7 and 8 which were too big cos the cutting of the shoe was different.
so my size was 5 but all the 5's were sold out.
therefore, no size = no shoe--> :'((((((
becoz of this, when i went to the chinatown there, i wasn't attracted to any nike or adidas shoes.
the allstar shoes were still in my mind :(
ahwells, i guess it just wasn't meant to be.
ok, enough about my trip.
let's talk abt my ever- boring holidays.
most important thing is that i'm getting fatter and FATTER! :(
everytime i want to go to the gym, there will be disturbances.
also, my brother is being lazy and refuses to follow me.
so, i can't exercise!
ARGH.
and some of my juniors are overseas so i have to wait till they return to go out with them again.
but i can't wait for my sentosa trip with my clique.
haven't seen them for ages :(
infact, i haven't seen my classmates for ages.
i'm missing them dearly.
i think i should go ask them to meet up or something.
yesyes.
i shall(:
hehe.
ohwells, i shall go watch youtube now.
cheerios :D

2006-11-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

NEW NEW NEW SKINNNN!

hahaha.

finally the UNDER CONSTRUCTION thing is gone(:

heh.

and it took quite awhile for me to get the pictures aligned!

but, i managed and TADAA, a NEW SKIN IS BORN.

ok, i'm being lame.

anw, the skin is way too simple but i like it this way :D

ok then.

it's time for me to rest now.

need to go to the airport in abt 3 hours!

yesyes, you'll probably guessed now that i didn't sleep

the whole night!

ahwells,

who needs sleep?!

HAHA.

i should go bathe.

but it's only 3am.

oh no, i'm talking to myself.

'SOMEBODY SAVE ME..'

that's how the smallville's theme song goes right?!

hehe.

ok lah.

i better go off now.

CHANGI , CHANGI HERE I COME! :D

2006-11-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

okay.

i know you're all going to say,

why are you online when you've got four more papers left.

well, i'm sorry but i'm losing my momentum.

you can't blame me,

cause the four papers left aint exactly my favourite ones.

i mean, it's:

amaths p1 & p2

geog

phys+chem combined.

but anyway.

this post is going to be short though.

i just wanted to post for fun (:

ahahha

oh yeah.

my blog's going to be under construction till i finish my template design

and i won't start on it till i'm free after o's so just wait, okay!

yups.

yknow i can't wait for my DATES! <3

after o's that is!

infact i can't wait for o's to end cos i've got million billion things to do :D

heehee.

ohwells.

patience is what i need.

yups.

just wait sharifa,

a few more days only!

HAHA.

well, i better go.

geog and amaths aren't going to study themselves you know!

rawr.

byebye ;D

2006-09-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

HADYYYY WONNNNNN!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

hahaha.

i was extremely worried that he might not win.

then when gurmit said his name i SCREAMED and kept on hitting my brother :D

haha.

HADY deserves to win.

and i'm glad he did.

i came here just to say this cos i'm to high to blog long posts.

just so you know: my PRELIMS are over!

not that the results are gonna be good but i'm just glad it's over and done with.

but i PROMISE to work HARDER for the O'S

yup.

and they're nearing!

so it's time to stop slacking.

you heard that sharifa?!

STOP SLACKING.

haha.

bye :D

2006-08-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

let me warn you that this is a RECAP post from last week!:

HAHA.
I'M SIXTEEN! :D
yesyes.
SWEET SIXTEEN!
hehehe.
i've got to say that this birthday was special.
very special indeed!(:
yeah.
i had two surprises!
and i LOVE SURPRISES!
ahaha.
okay let me recap on saturday then sunday and then today, okay!

SATURDAY(26 AUG):
i went to school for lessons
first chem then maths, followed by lunch and maths again.
so it was going perfectly fine then at the end of the maths lessons
my classmates started acting weirdly.
especially malikka!
she started asking me to get lost and go home quickly.
and i'm rather blur so i didn't get wat she was doing.
i just kept whining and saying they were mean!
then i went back home, lazed arnd and slept.
woke up at around six cos my dad called and said that
we needed to go somewhere.
so i got ready and then my brother received a phonecall
after which he rushed down.
i was quite surprised cos i thought he would wait for me.
so i went down myself and couldn't find anyone.
but in the other lift i heard loud laughing noises and it was going
to my floor.
so i went up and saw alot of shoes and slippers at my doorstep.
then i asked my brother but he refused to tell me anything and
just smirked away.
so i opened my room door and everyone inside screamed cos they didn't
expect me to come up that fast.
i was SO SHOCKED that all i could say was " what are all of you doing in my room!"(:
haha.
then they handed me this plastic bag but i was too freaked to look inside.
it turned out to be CATFISHES! :/
cos my parents refused to let my friends adopt a real kitten for me so they bought
CATFISHES.

3 REALLY REALLY WIERD CATFISHES!
you know it looks so scary and freaky that i didn't want to hold it.
i kept passing it to them instead.
i mean, come on, it has WHISKERS!
how freaky is that?!

ahaha.

but later on i took it.

then we all decided to transfer it into my goldfish bowl.

so i was just picking the fishes out with the net and transfering it while

the rest were watching me.

then i was left with one fish.

it kept jumping then suddenly it jumped out of the net and fell onto the floor!

shafina was screaming and crouched at my gate with sockhoon, kathir was screaming at my hall,

malikka was shocked and didn't move and sri was just standing still.

i was screaming so much while the fish was twitching infront of me.

then i realised that i had to save it so that it won't die and nobody seemed to move so while

screaming i picked it up with my BARE HANDS!

it kept jumping off my hands twice then finally i caught it and i dropped it in the bowl.

it was soooo SLIMY!

you know my parents were watching the whole scene and they didn't help us.

they just stood at the side and laughed to themselves that me and my friends were mad!

but it was a REALLY unforgettable experience for me.

now i'm TRAUMATISED!.

AHAHA.

anyway then we ate the pizza and sat down to watch THE CINDERALLA STORY(:

all of them were swooning over chad michael murray.

haha.

okay then, we went down to play in my swimming pool.

and as my swimming pool has a bridge in the middle, we sat there and cut my cake.

then, we waded in the pool and took loads of wacky photos.

soon, it was time for them to go home so they all left one by one.

yeah , so that was my first SURPRISE.

SUNDAY(27AUG):

okay this suprise was done at 12 midnight so rightfully it's on 28 AUG

which is my birthday.

so anyway, at 12 i was on the computer trying to do something.

i really can't remember what.

ahaha.

then suddenly my bell rang and my three cousin brothers came in holding a

cake with candles on it.

you know they were soooo sweet!.

they actually rushed to buy a cake and since MCCAFE was 24 hours, they went there

and bought those small slices of cake and pieced them together make a big cake.

and it was a CHEESECAKE!

MY FAVOURITE!(:

AHAAHHA.

and they actually stood outside my house and lit up the candles then correctly at 12 they

entered my house, singing the birthday song!

i was sooo touched(:

i love my cousins loads! :D

ahaha.

MONDAY(28 AUG):

MY BIRTHDAY!

i went to school extra early.

then went to kalyn's class to wait for diana.

but as usual she was LATE!

so i was crapping with kalyn and trying to help her with her art.

then when diana came i kinda moodswinged so i asked kalyn to give my present to diana.

and i didnt even wish her.

don't know why but it was a sudden mood change.

but then later on in the day, during bio, my mood changed and i suddenly became high again.

i went around announcing to everyone it's my birthday!

ahaha.

alot of ppl wished me la and i got loads of HUGS!

ahaha.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES AND THE PRESENTS AND THE HUGS :D

AHAHA.

i shall not say everyone singly cause i might forget some people.

so i just thanked them on a whole!

ahaha.

oh and you know i gave diana a birthday KISS!(:

yes , my wonderful and miraculous kiss! (:

ahaha.

and she told me a story;D

yesyes.

it was our deal!.

hahah.

right diana?!

ahaah.

WE ARE SPECIAL PEOPLE BORN ON THE SAME SPECIAL DAY! (:

ahaha.

but overall my birthday was nice.

nothing bad happened!

ahaha.

okay that's the recap for tht week!

i shall recap more nx time(:

2006-08-19T01:27:00.001+08:00

it's saturday!

ahaha.

big difference right.

ahwells.

anyway,

i got my guradian angel back! (:

it was many days ago but still it's extra-happy news.

i said sorry and she said sorry so now we're alright.

and i still love her to bit's and pieces<3

AHAHA.

ohh

my birthday's coming!

yeah.

and did you know that alot of ppl are born on 28 aug.

must be a really special day!

haha.

and i've been going around informing ppl abt my birthday.

just for the fun of it!

to see what's their reaction.

yupyup.

but i hope nothing bad happens on that day.

then all the excitement would have been for nothing.

better pray real hard!

LOL.

okay i know i should be sleeping by now.

it's like 1:30 am.

and i have to be in school tomorrow by 7.

yeah.

i'm MAD.

but i'm watching a show in youtube

and i don't want to sleep before it finishes.

haha.

well, i should go and continue watching it right.

ok byebye!

ohh and i bought her present already!

hope she likes it (:

2006-08-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

ahaha.
let me review today first then i will recap.
today was O-LEVEL MTL RESULTS DAY!
yes.
pretty major huh?
well it was.
and i was practically pulling my hair out in the morning.
reason?
stress and fear.
obviously.
wondering whether i would have to retake or not.
even mad was scared.
but she kept quiet while i screamed.
i was making wierd noises too till mrs rupa said i should stop making animal sounds.
sya was a bit scared too while esh was trying to calm everyone down.

ahaha.

it was quite chaotic at the back of the class room la.

i kept hitting sri too cause i was really nervous.

hehe.

okay then during recess time we got the results.

and i got an A2.

i know it's quite good enough but it's still not an A1 right!

but everyone's sooo happy for me that it's quite freaky.

haha.

even my tamil teacher was surprised that i got A2 so i guess it is quite high for my low

standard but still i feel bad.

don't know why also?

me and sya feel the same thing.

some gut feeling i guess.

ahwells.

okay.

then the day pretty much just moved past.

had two mock exams and then left for home.

okay now for the recap on national day.

came to school extra early to paint my nails but kaka was late so had to try and revise

my phys notes.

wasn't quite productive though.

then she came and painted my nail alternate white and red.

haha.

patriotic!

infact i was the most enthusiastic one.

i had tattoos on my cheeks!

hehe.

just wanted to enjoy before prelims come i guess.

then had morning assembly which was way too solemn

then FREE FOOD!

ahahaha.

then we did not feel like seeing the mass dance so went to class and rotted.

came back to the hall for concert which was the best part of the day.

COMMUNITY SINGING ROCKS MY WORLD.

ahaha.

the most fun part in the concert.

sang, screamed, danced, heart-beated:D , did wacky steps on stage!, and party-ed with mrs gek/mrs yeo and miss azlin.

it was DAMN FUN!

the best time to be wasky before prelims.

really enjoyed it.

then danced along to the songs for the teacher's fashion parade.

took alot of photos too.

plentyy plentyy.

saw angklung.

had to look out for aishah.

she can play.

yups.

my favourite ultra-cute anklung player!!

love you gurl! :D

haha.

overall,

it was the best day that i have ever had in crescent.

luckily i took photos for memories!

HAHA.

okay.

that's all for now!

byebye (:

2006-07-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

today was speech day + AAD!
came to school at 7 am to learn the formation of our mass dance.
i was really high the night before,
couldnt stop jumping up and down,
my bro thought i was retarded :D
HAHAHAH.

anyway, back to today.
so all my classmates started taking turns to braid their hair,
and since i was bored i went to 1g3 to talk to my juniors for awhile.
yeah.
then had to sit in the hall for speech day.
one word to explain it all:
BORING!
no offence, but it was!
we sat there for practically 3-4 hrs.
all we had to do was clap.
we couldn't even cheer for anyone!
if we did we got scolded from the teachers standing behind us.
so overall be had nothing to do.
some people started falling asleep!

okay then we went down to the parade square.
we had to gather our class people to tell them the formation,
but most of them were missing.
and we had to rush to change and stuff.

so then it came to our mass dance.

as usual the AVA system cocked up,

so we had to start all over again.

but we all did our best!

I LOVE YOU 4S1 !!!

NO MATTER WHAT I KNOW WE ROCK! :D

ahahah.

so yeah,

then alot of upsetting things happened.

all that excitement was for nothing.

but at one part we had to console malikka so we stood around

her and starting singing the song "you and me" cos there was

this guy performing it with his UBER COOL GUITAR!

it was so sweet la and a few our classmates just crowded around

and we had this huge hug! (:

love you guys loads!

HAHA.

oh and mrs gek danced for the c2 mass dance.

she was SOOOO BLUR!

ahaha.

but DAMN CUTE!

yeah.

anyway then it was emo la.

i had no mood to do anything.

kalyn came along and sat with me at the side of the parade square.

she asked me to go with her to her class so i went with her and told her

practically EVERYTHING that was happening in my life.

some of the stuff i hadn't even told my clique-mates or my so-called

guardian angel!

but i guess it felt quite good after telling her everything,

though i still feel it's better to bottle stuff up and pretend to be happy.

it just makes it a very happy world and everyone stays HAPPY!

ohwells.

then wanted to spend my money so sponsered kalyn's hair spray thing

and painted my nail's in sp's netball store.

she asked me too and gave me discount so i decided to be nice.

and i let her choose the colour so now i have alternate blue and purple nails.

there were stars too but they dropped off :(

well then when to sit at the fitness corner with kalyn and her gang.

kalyn started singing her fav songs really loudly so i just slacked there with

her till my dad came with the new car to fetch me.

he was sooo excited but i guess the colour is kinda cool!

well i chose the colour!

HAHA.

it's orange-ish + maroon-ish.

ahahh.

yups

but it's nice!

anyway went home and slept for DAMN long!

ahaha.

i was sleeping like there was no tomorrow and i had WIERD dreams

hahaha.

cannot be revealed!

but then i woke up and it was pitch dark.

ahaha.

i think it was 8 and my room's light was not on so it was damn dark.

yeah.

so woke up and now i'm watching tv but i'm tired again.

hahaha.

i know,

i'm lazy.

ahwells.

well i better go now.

BYEBYE!

2006-06-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

wow.

it's been long.

DAMN LONG.

yeah.

well as usual loads of things have happened

it would probably take too long to describe.

and i'm not going to try.

oh oh.

talk of the week:

PAUL!!!!!!!!!!

from singapore idol.

i voted for him okay.

and i will always vote for him.

oh and for rahimah rahim too(:

but PAUL still rocks!

he sang my ULTRA FAVE SONG!

i felt like crying too.

AWWWWWWW.

haha.

ohwells.

hope he's the singapore idol.

he and his adam family hairstyle :D

hehe.

ok.

well thats the interesting part.

the rest of my life just consists of STUDIES and nothing else.

the pathetic life of a secondary four student.

and my studies cause me to have problems with him of course.

oh and my parents.

they have decided to take full control of my life.

and when i mean full it's REALLY FULL.

they make sure they fetch me from school everyday.

and they need to know my whereabouts all the time.

just to make sure i do well in my studies.

this means i can't meet him.

and this created lots of problems for me.

LOTS!

but i guess i have to deal with it.

ohwells.

shall go watch tv.

BYE!(:

2006-05-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

well exams are over.

you would think that i can rest and stuff.

but NO!

MTL 'O'-LEVELS ARE ON 29TH MAY!!

and i'm not exactly getting straight A's for

all my MTL exams.

so we're going to have INTENSIVE MTL CAMP

until the exam come :(

argh.

and the worse thing is my teachers except an A1

from everyone.

they said that if we don't get an A1 they will make

us take the paper again in NOVEMBER.

which i don't want to cause i need to concentrate on

my other subjects.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I HATE BEING SEC 4!!!

wonder how it will be if i go to a JC :/

well anyway.

i have to thank XINER!!:D

yeah.

whenever i have a problem,

she always there to cheer me up or give me advice

yups.

she's like my guardian angel!

HAHA.

love ya loads:D

ok then.

ohhhh.

go hear so sick of love songs by NE-YO!

it's a great song with an addictive melody.

trust me.

it's DAMN addictive:D

BYE(:

2006-05-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN!

LIME GREEN! :D

2006-03-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

there's a hero

if you look inside your heart

oh GOD.

the holidaes are gonna end and i haven blogged.

dunno why.

but i shall just blog now.

but it's gonna be a short one cos i'm not feeling well

and i just feel DOWN.

my mood was so bad that i din look at my phone.

and since my phone was on silent i din hear his calls.

REALLY SORRY DEAR!:(

ohwells.

alot of things have happened during the holidays.

but i know i didn use it wisely.

cos on thur/fri/sat/sun i truely slacked.

all i did was lie around.

i was just so damn tired.

dunno why also.

i'm losing my energeti-ness.

it's just wierd.

ohwells.

i just need to say something in this post.

the ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP WAS AWESOME!!:D

if you ever have a chance to go for it in your school

then you should go!

trust me.

i miss the trainers and they're lame jokes/comments!

okay.

thats all.

byebye!

when you feel like hope is gone

look inside you and be strong

2006-03-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

I love you;

I have loved you all along

argh.

today's mood was spoiled by

some BITCH.

or should i say BUTCH/BASTARD.

yeah.

identity crisis la.

oh wait.

she's proud to be like that.

i FORGOT!

ohwells.

her life.

but can't she just leave mine alone.

i mean i wasn't even staring at whoever

she claimed i was staring at.

i was just sitting outside and being freaked

out and being very anxious.

well if that looks like staring then it's not

my problem.

sheesh.

it's like she was just waiting to pick a fight

with someone.

GOD!

can't see grow up.

but i complained to him la.

then he said he will go and BASH her up

for me(:

ahaha.

he said he will keep his gentlemen side away

and hit her just for me.

ahaha.

feel soo secure!

love you loads dear:D

ohhh.

most important thing!

i got my amaths common test back today.

and i PASSED!!

for the FIRST TIME EVER!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

21/40

it's still a pass.

and i've never ever passed before.

heh.

okay la.

gotta go ready.

bye(:

2006-02-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

you raise me up;

HAHA.

i'm blogging.

and i'm in a good mood even though

many STUPID things happened in school!

but still.

there were other things that brought the mood up

and made me HIGH again.

heh.

but i'm tired.

yet i don't want to sleep.

dunno why.

ohwells.

recap of common test:

one word to describe all...

SCREWED.

seriously.

i'm not going to get out of the extremely useless REAP!

ARGHH.

how.

sheeshh.

REAP is so USELESS.

all the ppl do is talk.

rahhh.

and somemore it lasts till 4:30

argh.

ohwells.

i have to live with it.

oh.

highlight of the day.

my clique had a wonderful time in the canteen today

after our amaths paper((:

lots of time before lessons started what so we entertained

ourselves with something else.

it will be better if it is not disclosed here!

but it was FUN:D

HEHE.

haiz.

then after school went to tiong with malikka,sri and syahirah.

ate at macs and laughed at all the stupidest things.

went to popular and just roamed around.

then sri and malikka went home.

syahirah followed me all the way to eunos and waited with me

to meet vineeth.

haha.

THANKS SYAHIRAH!:D

<33>

haha.

then went with vineeth to near his block there to talk la.

was complaining to him about how he made me go all the way

to eunos.

heh.

then we just talked on la.

talked about school/cca and some other stuff.

he just like me la.

talk alot of crap one.

then i forced him to send me to the mrt station.

he sent me la.

then go there ready he teased me more la.

ask me whether i will still be blur anot and ask me

whether i know how to board the mrt!

sheesh.

ohwells.

it was FUN:D

haha.

thanks vineeth!

had a nice time with you!(:

ok.

i better go now.

must do ss notes!

oh.

did i tell you?!

YOU RAISE ME UP by JOSH GROBAN

is our new class/clique song.

we can't stop singing it.

dunno why.

we even tried translating it in tamil so that we can

sing it in tamil class.

HAHA.

oops.

bye ppl.

TAKECARE(:

i am strong when i am on your shoulder.

2006-02-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

the only advantage

of having a blog;

can VENT anger!

2006-02-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

YOU are SOO DUMB.

not forgetting DESPERATE!

ohh.

and POSERISH.

yes YOU!

i shall try to IGNORE you nowadays.

don't ask me why.

YOU DESERVE IT!

i'm sure i don't mean much to you anyway

YOU'VE HURT ME DEEP DOWN.

and i'm keeping my feelings as deep down as it can get.

PLEASE EXCUSE THIS EXPRESSING OF ANGER.

AND DON'T THINK IT'S MEANT FOR ALL OF YOU.

CAUSE I'M PRETTY SURE THAT THE PERSON IT'S MEANT

FOR DOES NOT COME TO MY BLOG ANYMORE.

REMEMBER!

***** DOESN'T CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS.

SO WHY SHOULD ***** COME HERE, RITE?!

I'M DAMN PISSED

IGNORE!

2006-02-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

lies that drop like acid rain;

ARGH.
the weekdays has finally ended.
yup.
thankfully.
the week was quite stressing.
but i survived.
the only HIGHLIGHT of the week was
VALENTINES DAY! :D
yeah.
THANKS TO:
dewika for the CUTEST COW![it will make a wonderful boyfriend(:]
kalyn for the chocolate and lollipop
xiner for the sweets
priyah for the timeout and BALLOON!(:
kathir for the hello panda
rui ling for the marshmallow
sarah for the chocolate
grace for the ubber sweet star note(:
sui ying for the heart message
waiman for the hershey kisses chocolate(:
and if i forgot anyone, thanks anyway!
yeah.
OH!
thanks for all the hugs too.
loved them the most((:
hehe.
and i gave waiman a VERY GOOD valentine day present!!!.
go ask her what it is.
-winks(:

well.
the rest of the week was quite blur.
dun want to remember all the things la.
just know that i screwed my first three common tests.
shit la.
english compre was like doing geog paper.
so much of landscaping involved.
then ss not enough time.
and the topic we expected din come out.
bio was so sheesh-i-fying.
the topics i learned more on came out lesser.
haiz.
ohwells.
and i was SICK.
so mucus was coming out of my nose throughout
all the papers.
and now i'm still sick.
do you know qixin finds the voices of people who have flu, SEXY!
ahah.
that was random.
but she told me that today.
HAHA.
ohwells.
OH.
another random thing.
to day i got back the first emaths test paper that i passed and the
first phys test paper that i got high marks for.
i got 20/25!(:
haha.
crazy la.
don't know how i got it also.
heh.
ohwells.
i think i better go now.
i will TRY hard to study tonight.
got common test on monday.
yeah.
GOODNIGHT:D

you washed away the best of me
you don't care.

2006-01-29T10:24:00.000+08:00

YAY!
i'm finally here.
heh.
cos got 5-day holiday.
yeah.
so got LOADS of time.
hehe.
yeah.
anyway.
friday was CNY celebration.
whole clique was wearing home clothes
except for sri, as usual.
atleast sri was wearing her ncc shirt tis
time.
hmm.
then we all were being quite enthu and
energetic cos last year in school what.
then alot of things happened la.
bad things happened too but mr tan said
not to let it bother us and not spoil the mood.
so we got cheered up again.
then got concert.
as usual some beijing people came and performed.
this time the children SOOOOO CUTEE!!!:D
realli!
anyway.
after celebrations went back to class for SPRING CLEANING.
hehe.
we din do much.
just sweep classroom onli and qixin did that.
then had CME.
later went out with qx,shafina and becky.
went to town then met peichun.
and she came along with us.
kept teasing her all the way:D
hehe.
but then i felt bad so i decided to be nice.
haha.
yeah.
so we walked arnd.
bought stuff then took neos.
quite nice larh.
then went home.
missed my mrt stop and then went back
and got down at the correct one.
went home and used the com for awhile.
then felt tired so i slept.
i slept quite long you know.
only woke up at about 8 or 9 i think.
hehh.
well.
then yesterday went for tamil workshop
at ngee ann poly.
had loads of fun with sri,kaka,kathir,pratha
and the sec ones and twos((:
hehh.
the show quite interesting la.
but i was too busy looking at someone.
ahahh.
our guest relation officer also very nice.
she was incharge of bringing our school arnd.
her name is mishalani:)
haha.
we kept showing her how retarded we were.
then before leaving we gave her a HUG!
and she said crescent ppl were NICE:D
haha.
argh.
i miss the auditorium.
HEHE.
*winks*
ohwells.
thats all.
better go eat now.
bye(:

2006-01-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!

heh.

i'm here la.

i just didn blog all this while cause i was BUSY!

yeah.

to the pri school/sec1,2,3 people out there..

be REALLY REALLY happy that you'r not sec 4!!

you will just die.

better enjoy yourself.

except in sec 3 la.

that yr must already start preparing for sec 4

cannot play play like me.

REALLY.

i regret slacking in sec 3 k.

well.

bygones are bygones:D

rahh.

well.

first two weeks already so stressing.

sheesh.

and todae i was having a bad hair day

cos i din set my alarm and my brother

realises i'm not awake at 6:44!

just one minute before we're supposed

to leave the house.

so i had to do everything i do in just 5 minutes.

that explains my messy hair cos i had no time to comb it.

yeah.

but i didn care la.

and the first period i was just kind of dead lar.

then mallika and qixin sang the barney song

and it kinda made me cheer up.

and anyway.

wanna thank SRI and MALIKKA!!!

love ya guys loads k.

thanks for helping me with my work.

yup.

realli appreciate it.

dunnoe what i will do without you guys:D

rahh.

gotta go.

BYE(:

2005-11-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

yes.

i'm alive.

not dead(:

haha.

just din have the mood to blog.

yups.

lots of things have happened.

went out with my students lots of times.

yeah.

and they got their PSLE results too.

went KL too.

and bought lots of CHEAP stuff.

heh.

and i'm in the process of trying to study.

still PROCESSING!

haha.

i will study.

YES I WILL!

heh.

well.

that's the review.

i'm off now.

oh.

need to make birthday wishes:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RYHAN!!:)

[21 NOV]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!:)

MY WONDERFUL Cannot Make It Bung![C.M.I.B]

[27NOV]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUI YU!!:)

[28 NOV]

AND..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAZIA!!!!:D

MY DEAREST BEST CUZ.

WON'T FORGET ALL THE CRAZIEST AND

WACKIEST THINGS WE'VE DOWN SINCE

LIKE WE WERE BORN.

I'M SURE LUCKY TO HAVE YOU.

YEAH.

WE MAY SCOLD EACH OTHER AND BEAT

EACH OTHER:D

BUT I KNOW WE LOVE EACH OTHER TO BITS

AND PIECES.

SO YEAH.

HAVE A GREAT DAY MAN!:D

okay.

that's all.

bye now(:

2005-11-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

i uploaded the few photos that i took in BLGPS!
CLICK HERE:D

2005-11-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

WONDERFUL PUPILS OF P6/1 AT BLGPS:D

sigh.i miss them already:(

2005-11-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

shit.

i miss my students SOOO much.

i wanna be a teacher at BLGPS again.

i dun wanna be a student again.

sigh.

i wanna go back to BLGPS:(

2005-11-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

lalala.

yes.
my hair is straight now.
abit.
so dun get shocked if u see me.
but i dun know how long it will last.
hmm.
but the main pt i came her for is to talk
abt my NEW PHONE!!!!(((:
heh.
it rawks k.
i actually wanted to buy the motorola
razor v3 one.
u know the extremely slim one.
yeah.
but the guy in the shop said that it can onli
download 5 songs.
so he asked me to buy the new walkman phone.
sony ericsson w550i

yups.
i din even know that it existed until i saw it at
the shop.
it just came like 4 days ago.
it's damn new la.
heh.
and i lurve it to BITS(:
it can be used as a phone or mp3 player or walkman!(:
ohwells.
if i see u in school i shall show y'all.
heh.

erm.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL HINDU'S!!(:
and to ppl who dun know.
i'm MUSLIM!
so i celebrate HARI RAYA!
and it's coming.
heh.
well.
i better go.
bye(:

2005-10-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

i have a lot of things to blog abt le.

yeah.

but i dunno whether i will.

i'll try k.

erm.

wednesday

hmm.

had our wonderful concert.

it rawked okay.

except for the part when a few sec 1 bitches

tried to run away.

how desperate k.

haiz.

i can't believe they are gonna be the next

generation of crescentians.

they and they're wierd faces.

trying to act cool only.

POSERS!

ohwells.

they can try hard to be cool but to no avail.

heh.

anyway.

the concert was so cool and fun.

the sec 3's realli enjoyed it.

we were dancing like mad.

heh.

and we watched the movie!

heh.

yups.

it was like a crescentian theatre.

and me,sri and malikka were commenting

about the movie so loudly.

heh.

ohh.

and remo rocked the stage man.

yups.

she can act realli well.

and she was soo cute.

hah.

okay.

that was the highlight of the day.

thursday

erm.

can't remember le.

was just a usual boring day i guess.

yeah.

nothing much happening.

then after school me,sri and qixin went

in mr. samat"s car to anchorage.

he wanted qixin to chose photos for the track thing

so we followed.

yups.

then i went back home.

and at night went to the fair at serangoon rd and

geylang.

there was heavy rain la.

and we couldn get around the places properly.

we were kinda stuck in the rain.

heh.

yups.

today

last day of school(:

heh.

but it doesn't even feel like it.

cause we have to come back practically everyday

nx week and the week after the nx.

haiz.

i can't complain.

cos i realli need to mug.

yups.

so anyway.

had clean and green.

we went to 4s1 to clean.

yeah.

our FUTURE class nx year.

heh.

so many sec 4s left their stuff there la.

then we were trying to keep the stuffs for ourself.

heh.

like karang guni.

hmm.

then went out with dharshini,sri,kathy,malikka

and syahirah.

went to bugis.

yeah.

all the stuff there were damn expensive la.

but we took nice, chio neoprints(:

heh.

then we had this fascination to play at the water fountain.

u know the one that shoots out water.

so we played.

we just ran into it.

then the water was shooting and spraying at us.

and our uniforms were drenched.

heh.

and we all ended up being damn cold.

the people all around there were looking and laughing

at us too :D

heh.

yeah.

we're crazy la.

then we went in search of the toilet and al the passerbys

were staring at us.

who wouldn right.

see so many drenched and wet girls in their uniforms.

we also saw some sec ones la.

then we couldn help laughing at ourselves cos the sec ones

were staring at our uniforms too.

heh.

so then took mrt and headed towards home.

got down at harbourfront mrt station and bought earrings.

heh.

finally got the chio ones that i wanted(:.

then walked arnd and took bus.

then went to 7-eleven.

and went to cut hair near my house.

the auntie there very nice.

and she advised me to rebond hair.

maybe i should.

hmm.

dunno la.

anyway.

cut hair ready then came home(:

yups.

watching survivor now!

the team i supported is starting to lose:(

haiz.

ohwells.

better go now!

bye(:

2005-10-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

hmm.

i was telling myself in the morning to be

happy today and it kinda worked.

i guess.

and soon the day progressed la.

with our usual free periods and amaths

lessons(:

then me and malikka had menstral cramps

and we were suffering with the pain.

so me sri and malikka decided to go down

and drink hot milo since no one had panadol.

then we met ms shamini on the way.

and she asked sri hand out the invitation cards

to the teachers.

yup.

and on the way down i saw fangying.

i think that's her name.

oops.

ohwells.

she's a new junior i met in friendster.

same primary school.

yeah.

then i said "hi!" to her and she said "hi" back.

while she was doing this ,

dunno wat happened and she almost slipped

off the staircase.

so scary man.

poor thing.

heh.

then we went down and stuff.

later came up and went to see the teacher again.

then saw hazel and fangying again.

this time i told her not to fall down the steps.

hah.

ohwells.

she seems like a nice junior.

unlike SOME ppl.

haiz.

dun wanna talk abt it.

rahh:D

well.

had emaths and i wasn't concentrating

as usual.

i was just doin my own stuff.

infact.

i dun think the rest of my classmates were

listening to his crap.

it's utterly useless.

yeah.

the after school had concert rehearsal.

sri got pretty tensed and stressed up.

she should really calm down.

yeah.

reached home and six fifty one

just in time for breaking fast.

although i'm not fasting cause of my period(:

i watched tongxinyuan.

heh.

it's called portrait of home in english i think.

yup.

the usual fighting and stuff.

i think i prefer season one.

yeah.

ohwells.

i better go now.

heh.

bye!

2005-10-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

yeah.

i'm here.

erm.

yesterday i wasn't in sucha gd mood.

and my LONG post was deleted by the

damn blogger.

so i got rather pissed.

but i din bother to do anything.

but then the main point was that i

cried yesterday.

yeah.

hmm.

and i thanked the ppl who comforted

me.

but the stupid post was erased.

so i came here just to thank them AGAIN.

so to:

BESTIE

i lurve you so damn much k.

even though sometimes i shout at u

or make fun at you i still lurve you.

and even though u have ur own problems

u are still always there for me like i will

be for you.

so THANKS.

loads and loads.

and try not to think too much of ur prob.

not good for ur health ,yeah(:

SRI

hmm.

even though we have our share of fights

and arguments,

always remember that i can never hold

a grudge against you.

you are realli a great fren that anyone

would love to have.

and thanks for comforting me and agreeing

to help me out to study.

lurve ya lots too(:

WEE LIN

erm.

i know i sometimes i dun listen to u

or i get easily irritated by you.

sorry la.

but i can't help it.

and u realli tried to comfort me yesterday.

thanks.

realli.

i appreciate it.

and i realli dun mind if u know wat i do.

as long as u dun tell anyone then i'm okay

with it.

yeah.

ohwells.

thanks anyway(:

GRACIA

hey.

i know u were trying real hard to cheer me

up by sayin jokes.

and u were quite disappointed when we din

laugh at ur jokes.

but we laughed at u instead.

cause the way u were laughing was damn

funny.

anyway.

thanks.

yeah.

thanks for trying to comfort me.

yup(:

WAIMAN

hmm

u ar.

stupid lame person.

call me cliff somemore.

u're damn lame u know.

rahh.

heh.

but i know u were trying to cheer me up.

and u did.

realli.

and i miss talking to you.

yups.

miss u so much.

heh.

but u're still my HOTT waiman.

heh.

yups.

lurve u loads too(:

well.

that's it i guess.

and if i missed out anyone,

well...THANKS.

yeah.

no other word can say it best.

and besides.

i'm just happy i won't be leaving S1.

yeah.

thanks to all my friends who had faith

in me and supported me.

i promise to work really hard.

yup.

well.

i'm not getting RETAINED.

yeah.

happy news.

hmm.

but three ppl leaving school i think.

i feel damn sad for them k.

hope they find a nice school to take them in.

yeah.

take care guys.

will miss you(:

ok.

i better go!

bye(:

2005-10-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

i typed one whole long post about today

and it's gone.

haiz.

stupid blogger.

well.

i'm too tired to repeat it.

bye!

2005-10-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

hey.

yup.

i'm here.

but not for long.

heh.

i'm BUSY k.

heh

yeah rite.

ohwells.

i gotta go out.

hmm.

so i have to go get ready.

yeah.

so i decided to blog first.

erm.

i made a new blogskin!!!

yeah.

another one.

but it's damn saddistic.

heh.

but i think it's okay la.

yeah.

and i added it in blogskin.

hope the ppl like it.

MY BLOGSKIN

heh.

it's kinda bloody.

but not too gory either.

haha.

ohwells.

rahh.

i gotta go man.

bye(:

2005-10-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

rahh:D

ahah.

i'm obsessed with the word rahh.

it's soooo cute.

heh.

it is okay.

yeah.

i mean.

it's like some small CUTE dinosaur making noises.

and that's sooo cute.

heh.

okay.

i'm mad.

call me whatever u want.

but i still think RAHH's cute!(:

and i changed my blogskin!

i made it myself.

heh.

gotta go leh.

my post is so short man.

heh.

sorry la.

but bye(:

rahh:D

2005-10-03T14:24:00.000+08:00

I WANT THE NOKIA N91!!!!!!(((:

IT RAWKS MAN.

GO HAVE A LOOK AT IT AT THE NOKIA WEBSITE

AND YOU WILL KNOW WHY I THINK IT'S SO COOL.

HAIZ.

I'LL DIE JUST LOOKING AT IT.

EVEN MY OWN NOKIA 7610 LOOKS OLD BESIDE

THE NOKIA N91.

I WANT IT!!!(:

2005-10-03T14:14:00.000+08:00

heh.

okay.

my mt paper was today.

it was okay la.

but the compre was like rubbish.

i had no idea what it was about.

yeah.

it sucked.

oh wells.

tomorrow have ss and emaths.

i have no idea wats going on in emaths

and i haven memorised ss.

die la.

hope i pass.

if not i just have to leave crescent:(

haiz.

no choice.

but i dun wanna go.

so must work hard.

then i shouldn't be here.

heh.

bye.

<3333>

2005-10-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

haiz.

by now u would realize that my damn com's fixed.

yup.

too bad it's near my EOYs.

so i won't be able to use it as much as i want to.

yeah.

but i'm trying.

and i change my blogskin.

but i very lazy to write my profile and link ppl.

because i lost all my old stuff.

yeah.

so stupid k.

i actually cancelled it or sumthing.

then BOOM.

all gone.

haiz.

ohwell.

i'm still awake.

u know why.

cos i'm gonna do late-night studying.

hope all the info gets into my head.

but i have no choice.

cos i might not have time to study all the subjects.

yeah.

i got 10 subjects la!!

so damn irritating.

got the most no. of subjects to study.

haiz.

anyway.

i <33333>

it rawks man.

yeah.

it's because of you by kelly clarkson(:

ok la.

i gotta go ready.

bye(:

2005-08-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

hey.

hah.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!((:

heh.

actually.

it doesn't feel like my birthday at all.

as the year goes by the excitement gets

lesser and lesser actually.

but during school time i was damn

bored so i went around telling ppl.

haha.

aniwae.

i din come online cause my com

decided to break down on fri.

so irritating kay.

haiz.

i'm here at my cousins house

using the com now.

so sad.

cant even use the com on my

birthday.

and now i have to leave.

heh.

hope my com works soon.

anyway.

just came to thank all the ppl

who wished me today including the

ones that wished me at midnight.

hah.

so nice rite.

they were actualli awake and they

wished me.

hahah.

my birthday's coming to an end.

bye((:

2005-08-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

i dun want a conversation;i just wanna cry infront of u

hey.

i think i'm getting fatter.

yup.

what do you think.

hmm.

do i look fatter.

i think i do.

realli.

i ate a WHOLE chocolate bar in the afternoon

and i just ate an chocolate eclair from delifrance.

see.

i'm getting fatter.

and i'm adding more calories to myself.

not that i exercise much either.

haiz.

i think i have other better problems to think abt.

sheesh.

wai man dao-ed me the early part of today cos

she was fed up that i wudn't listen to her and stop

my _____ habit.

but i realli can't.

and now more juniors are doin it.

haiz.

so young.

sheesh.

but then the end of the day i broke the silence(:

i just talked to her.

heh.

stupid la she.

never study and do so well for emaths ct.

yeah lor.

she ar like genius like that.

so clever kay.

then imagine what will happen if she actually

studied properly.

she will be surely scoring distinctions.

but she's DAMN lazy.

heh.

today was also the TEACHER'S DAY AUDITIONS!

i was like so excited for qx they all cause they

practised damn hard.

and hannah's band also sounded amazing.

yup.

the guitar was damn cool kay.

heh.

make me wanna go for my guitar course again then

i can play so pro like them.

heh.

maybe i should ask my parents to buy me my own

guitar for my birthday.

should i??

what if i dun get the chance or time to attend the

course again.

hmmm.

shall think abt it.

or maybe i should buy an ipod mini.

heh.

tough choice rite.

anyway.

public announcement:

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 DAYS!!(((:

heh,

it's on 28 august.

yeah.

remember ar.

haha.

i dun wan a present actually.

i just want a HUG from all my loved ones.

it can be on fri or mon cause my birthday is on a sunday.

so and early HUG or a belated HUG wud be accepted(:

heh.

i just wanna know they are there for me and care for me.

and surely i dun need a present from them to prove it

to me.

yup.

a HUG will do.

heh.

ok.

i think i should go now.

i have to be a good girl and try to study bio.

or atleast pretend to.

heh.

i'm sucha good girl rite.

haha.

yup.

gotta go le.

but i wanna hear songs.

i'm in lurve with the FALL TO PIECES BY avril lavigne((:

go hear it!!

bye(:

2005-08-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

this was supposed to be thursday's post.

but i din have time to post it.

heh.

ok.

read it if u one to.

heh.

i'm back(:

hah.

erm.

yesterdae night was quite bad la.

cos i had a bad headache and just landed on my bed.

yup.

it was damn painful and everything went quite blur.

yeah.

cause i had just ___ .

heh.

aiyah.

shall not think abt it.

yup.

hehe.

okay.

today was a long and boring day.

as usual.

sri never come.

yup.

and i knew my amaths results.

improve la.

but i still fail by ONE mark!!!

haiz.

ONEmark kay.

sheesh.

well.

atleast i improved la.

heh.

erm.

todae i went out with waiman after school.

yup.had to buy her cd.

even though i had a bad stomache i went.

and i also din wanna go home.

heh.

then at first we spent like 10 mins at the school bus-stop thinking where to go.

then we crossed over and took 111 to cine.

bought her cd.

then she ate while i tried doing my hw.

heh.

i'm sucha good girl.

rite.

hahah.

then after she ate she started showing her usual lame self.

make me laugh so much kay.

then make my stomach hurt more.

stupid waiman.

heh.

then we walked around and realised that her cadets were there too.

haiz.

and she din want to see them there la.

so we walked the other way.

then when we were gonna cross the road to heeren they there.

so malu kay.

we kept thinking whether they will greet her anot.

luckily they didn.

then went to heeren's hmv.

looked at the cds and laughed at the lame albums(:

then her cadets were there too.

they kept ahem-ing us la.

sheesh la.

got nothing else better to do issit.

haiz.

so immature.

but waiman was quite pissed.

she kept saying she was going to punish them.

hahh.

okay.

then nice waiman told me how to go home.

we took the same bus.

then she escorted me to the 166 bus stop.

she said that she must make me reach home safely.

hahah.

so caring rite.

but she's onli like this sumtimes la.

haha.

kiddin.

hmm.

that's all i think.

reached home ready then the usual stuff happened.

dun wanna post abt it.

yup.

bye(:

2005-08-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

now all that's left of me is what i pretend to be;
so together but so broken up inside

hey.

got important warning for crescentians!!!
actually.
it's for everyone la.
yup.
okay.
me and malikaka went to fareast yesterdae.
cos.
it was the END OF MY COMMON TESTS!!!
HAHA.
ok.
getting back to the subject.
anyway.
we went to fareast then we were heading towards KFC.
then when we were gonna enter rite this girl and guy
came up to us.
they stopped us and the lady asked us to listen to
her for awhile la.
then she seemed nice so i stopped even though
malikka complained that she was hungry.
then the woman talked to us abt how there are ppl
with no jobs and they're children tend to steal money
to buy drugs and blah blah.
then she asked us whether we took drugs.
please la.
do we look like we do.
haiz.
then she asked us to donate money.
so we each gave two dollars and we wrote our contact
no. down.
while she was talking rite, the guy just walked around
and he seemed quite normal.
then after that we went to eat and went to take neos.
then when we were coming back.
we saw the girl talking to some other ppl.
then we were heading to the exit and the guy ran after
us and held malikka's hand tightly and started staring at
us weirdly.
then i thought he forgot that we donated already so we
told him that we did and he was like "what donation?!"
and his eyes were damn weird and he looked so blur.
and while he was holding malikka's hand his legs were
shaking and he didn't even seem steady at all.
then we kept repeating that we donate already but he
din leave us.
i felt like running to the girl and telling her to bring the
guy away.
but then he let go of malikka's hand so we ran off.
poor malikka la.
both of us were damn traumatised.
so crescentians or any teen girls should be aware of
tis ppl.
yup.
takecare of urself's ppl((:
heh.
yup.

hmm.
anyway.
so.
my common tests are over.
heh.
but final yr is sooo near.
yah.
then how.
i very scared le.
what if i dun do well and i fail.
how? HOW?
heh.
fine.
i should just study la.
yup.
heh.
not go online like now.
hah.

eh.
i sick of my blogskin ready.
and it's got no connection wif me.
but then the blogskins in blogskin.com all not that nice le.
then i must make my own but my damn computer so slow
so i dun wanna do.
haiz.
i shall go find one nice one.
yup yup.
heh.

u know what.
monday was the HOTT WAIMAN's birthday!!((:
heh.
and.
I <3333 WAIMAN!!((:
yes.
the saddistic-minded and sense-less freak WAIMAN((:
heh.
i shouldn be declaring tis since she's a NCO now.
heh.
but i dun care le.
haha.
and everyone knows it's for fun.
hah.
okay.
but so sad she had 3 papers on that day.
phys, lit and geog.
haiz.
poor waiman.
heh.
anyway.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THE EXTREMELY HOTT WAIMAN((((: I <333 U(: HEH.
but too bad she wont read tis cos waiman is a damn lazy gurl.
yups.
and she's soo lazy to go switch on her house computer.
aiyo.
waiman arh.
but she's damn HOTT rite.

heh.
and i keep mentioning it to her everyday but she keep denying it.
so modest rite(:
heh.
but she's damn nice to me la.
yup.
even though she's damn lame.
she still cares.
erm.
sumtims.
and onli towards me.
hehe.
ohwells.
my brother's bugging me.
yup.
so bye ppl.
takecare.
and stay HAPPY((:
hah.

but u wont get to see the tears i cry..

2005-08-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

the friendship, the good times we had; u can take it back

shit.

i just found out that _____ cuts.

HAIZ.

i have to go advice her la.

consequences of cutting,

sigh.

although i'm not a gd example.

but still.

if i had known earlier i cud have stopped it.

sigh.

anyway.

today was national day celeb!!

haha.

all my lame dances.

heh.

so malu.

i was laughing so much on stage.

and thanks to my cliquemates for being

so enthu while i was dancing and supporting me.

heh.

thanks lots to qx,sri and malikka.

haha.

<<3333>

heh.

and u know during the break time

i was hugging waiman.

then mr tan saw and he got freaked out.

ahah.

he said that we shouldn show our affection

in this manner.

according to him we must shake hands or sumthin.

ahahh.

please.

we're in a girl school.

it's a FRIENDLY hug.

sheesh.

ahaha.

aniwae.

todae was PRABA'S birthday!!((:

haha.

we cut cake for her and sang song.

heh.

it was damn fun la.

although not much ppl stayed back.

but we were singing damn loud.

heh.

and we sang for lots of ppl.

oh.

and for singapore too.

hehe.

then we all ate the cake and i came back home.

hehe.

tomorrow ndp le.

shit.

last day.

no fun.

I WILL MISS NDP!!!!!

yup.

i dun want it to end,

i dun want tomorrow to come.

sheesh.

i guess i have to get over it.

and just have lots of fun tomorrow((:

okay.

gotta go ready.

bye((:

is it worth all the slashes; worth all the pain

2005-08-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

pretending that everything's okay

hey.

erm.

i'm back.

yeah.

i should be studying.

ohwells.

dun worry.

i'm going off now.

yup.

this is called a POST.

yup.

heh.

shit.

did u know that dilemma's cause u stress.

yup.

i hate thinking abt things.

hah.

bye.

need to think it through; etg will be fine right?

2005-08-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

the pain reflected in this song aint even half of what i'm feeling inside

this is not gonna be a long post le.
sorry ar.
but i'm either too tired or not free to blog.
and when i blog i dun have the mood to post everything.
so yeah.
ignore my lack of bloggin.
and summore i dun have the heart to delete my blog.
but i will try and blog.
i will.
but i've many problems to deal with.
so yeah.
ohwells.
ndp's coming.
that means common test are here.
yup.
and guess wat.
as usual i haven studied.
i have a feeling that i might have to leave crescent.
but i dun want!
just have to hope and study hard.
hmm.
wish me luck.
okay.
wanna go off ready.
bye(:

fake smiles and laughter won't make things seem right

2005-07-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

i'd rather spend my day with u((:

hmm.
i know i haven posted for a long time
actually.
i didn't wanna post.
i got no time le.
i'm like busy wif so many things.
no time to rest also.
sigh.
the only time i get free is like recess
and lunch(:
haiz.
so many things have happened.
and i dun have the energy to blog
abt it.
let me just summarize the stuff la.

firstly:
i've got a new OBSESSION.
haha.
actually.
i'm not obsessed with the person la.
only with her name((:
it's....TWINKLE((:
u hafta agree with me that the name is funny.
hehe.
oops.
i'm so mean.
but she noes la.
and it's kinda cute(:
haha.
i've been shouting her name whenever
i see her.
i know it's bad.
but it's ADDICTIVE.(:
heh.
i can't help it.
it's fun.
charlene is like angry wih me for disturbing
TWINKLE((:
but.
twinkle doesn't mind.
rite.
and it's stress-relieving.
sorry arh TWINKLE.
dun be so stressed.
and i'm going to get u sumthin for being
sucha nice junior kay(:
u know when i continued teasing her she
just smiled and stuff.
so sweet rite.
heeh.
she surely deserves sumthin.
i will buy for her sumthin((:
yup.
and

secondly:
everythings alright with me and ryhan now(:
hehe.
i'm so happy.
and i've decided to try and concentrate on
my studies.
yupp.
so i'm trying not to think much.
yeah.
wish me good luck.
but looking at all the stuff i gotta do
now i'm like so not having time to study:(
sigh.
i have:
ndp
art awareness day.
speech day[cancelled:)].
ndp celebrations[in school].
teacher's day dance.
props for share-a-thought.
projects[tamil/ss]
and also buying presents for like dunnoe
how many ppl.

sigh.
how am i gonna handle all of this
and also my homework and revision.
hmm.
aiyah.
dunno la.
heh.
that's why i need to relieve stress((:
hahah.
TWINKLE IS SOOO NICE!!(:
heheh.
so is RYHAN((:
yup.
ahah.
oh.

last thing.
this is why i wanted to blog.
just need to let it out.
yupp.
it's abt SUMONE.
who just spoiled my mood today la.
i was like so happy and wacky as usual in
the morning.
then suddenly things happened during recess and classtime.
totally piss me off la.
sheesh.
why did she change so much??
haiz.
can't take it.
but i dun care anymore.
sigh.
i still couldn't believe i was so close to u.
hmm.
dun care de.
bye(:

TWINKLE IS NICE :D
RITE CHARLENE.
HEH.
DUN BE ANGRY LE LA.
U'RE NICE TOO(:
AHAH.
AND OF COURSE RYHAN'S
LIKE SOOO NICE AND SWEET(:

2005-05-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

Are you gonna be there when I need someone

okay.

this won't be a long post cause i need

to help sri make a blog.

i promised her cause i am really bored la.

and i wanted to do sumthin!

aniwae.

got my results todae.

it was all damn screwed up la.

so many ppl were crying.

and i was about to break down when i

got my geog paper.

sigh.

i expected a pass this time for my paper..

ohwell.

i'm just so screwed up la.

if it weren't for ____ i would have seriousli

broken down la.

thank you ____ ((:

I LURVE YOU((:

ahahah.

ohwells.

i hope i didn't disturb u much.

but it was fun laughing with u and ur

classmates la.

so yeah.

thanks<3

oops.

gotta go le.

bye(:

2005-05-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

no no no no; don't phunk wit my heart

i'm back!!
ahahhah.
okay la.
i know it's been long since i'm back from obs
but i was too lazy to blog.
aniwae.
recap of obs.

group: AMUNDSEN((:
members: me(:,sandra(:,cherie(:,sar(:,rachel(:,teri(:,serene(:,angela(:,huisi(:,claudia(:,xiaohwa,jessica,bhuva,aizhen,wangyui,laurel.
trainers:chu ai and choon(:

actually.
the first few days of obs was quite tough la.
cos everyone was getting used to the activities
and we were getting used to the members.
but then later on it became better.
and i made new frens.
i enjoyed obs because of them.
ppl like sandra,sar,rachel and so on made it enjoyable(:
ahahah.
but of course got ppl in the grp who weren't helpful at all
but i learnt to be more tolerant cause we have to stay
with them for five days de.
okay.
so we did kayaking,bilaying and rock-climbing.
actually we were climbing the inverse tower.
it's this big structure with lots of poles and nets and stuff.
and sar was like so cute la.
keep on climbing and climbing the rod.
ahahaha.
damn funny.
she couldn't climb then she will ask us what to do and
everyone will shout at her to continue.
ahahaah.
and she actually kept on trying.
HERO arh((:
ahahah.
then we also had this night walk thing with our buddy
watch/grp shackleton.
ahahah.
oh.
we also had trekking.
had to carry that damn heavy backpack around the forest.
and me and cherie were supposed to be the LAST men.
so we had to wait for all of them to walk ahead then onli
we could walk.
and cherie summore have swollen ankle but she still wanted
to dance and carry heavy stuff.
ahahah.
one time i was pushing the trolley and she asked to sit on it
so i rolled her on it and the whole time she kept laughing.
aahhahaah.
okay.
i LURVE AMUNDSEN!!.
almost evryone in it la.
and i will never forget how strict but nice chu ai was.
and crazy/wacky choon who kept trying to copy our 'whatever'
and 'duh's
ahahah.
damn funny la.
he kept trying to say it like us but he seriousli cannot make it
ahahaha.
MEMORIES.
and thank u sandra for ur pants.
i will give u tomorrow kay(:
ahahaahh.
okay.
after obs i feel so activity-less.
and i can actually feel myself getting fatter):
i must EXERCISE.
ahhhhhhhhh.
haiz.
okay.
now i like the song...
DON'T FUNK WITH MY HEART
it's by black eyed peas.
and it's realli nice.
the video is damn funny too.
like some dating show!
and ______ like's it too(((:
ahahah.
and i hate AISYAHJR!!!
she said that _____ is not that cute.
ahahah.
ohwells.
my choice.
okay.
gotta go.
bye(:

2005-05-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

wohooooo(((:

ahahah.

i'm bored.

seriousli.

after-exams are so boring.

it's like u're so stressed during exams

u are so free then when it's over u feel

damn bored.

ohwells.

anyway.

i'm going to obs on monday.

won't be back till friday.

i wonder how i will survive without my hp

and computer.

and mostly,

wonder how i will live without seeing -----.

ahhhhhhhhhhh.

ohwell.

i guess i will be okay la.

anyway.

i think it might be fun though.

hope so.

i just wanna have nice grpmates.

if u dun have nice ones then ur

whole obs trip will be a disaster.

realli.

but i'm so gonna miss buddy!!

all her bird-calls and high-pitched screams

are gonna be missed greatly by

all the 3s1 ppl.

so buddy,

if u're reading this.

we will miss u kay((:

i will try and buy for u souveniers from there.

so dun worry.

lurve ya loads((:

heck that woman who gave u a SO.

it's all because of her that u can't go.

hate her!!!

okay.

gotta go ready

bye(:

and to u*:

i am so gonna miss ur cute smile everytime

i see u and wave at u.

also gonna miss ur big brown eyes which

makes u seem so innocent and cute(((:

lurve ya loads too<<333

2005-05-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

i'm back((:

ahhhaha.

missed me(:

anyway.

my exams ended yesterday.

yup.

i had amath.

it sucked as usual.

dun wanna tink abt it anymore.

went to school early to study and post letter.

anyway.

after school went out with becca,cass,khalisah,

divya,karmen and xingtong.

we went around town which was infested with crescentians.

seeing so many crescentians around was kinda weird la.

but tht's how it always is on the end of the exams(:

ok then we went cine and ate at longjohn.

saw more crescentians there la.

then we went looking around and waiting for the

neoprint shop to open.

saw buddy there too.

but she went out with someone else la.

then they all took neoprints.

i wasn't in the mood so i didn't take la.

then we went to buy movie tickets.

becca and cass thought the ticket counter guy was cute.

ahahah.

anyway.

we bought tickets for GUESS WHO(:

then we waited for the movie to start.

went to the theater and the whole theater was infested

with more crescentians

the theater was alreadi so small then it was still filled

with crescentians.

onli had a few other school pp

someone even suggested saying the crescent cheer.

lol.

ahahah.

okay.

the movie was DAMN FUNNY(((:

if u dunno what movie to watch then i suggest u watch

GUESS WHO!!(:

trust me.

everyone was laughing and laughing.

so go watch it!

then we went round again.

and xt wanted to go buy watch.

so we went to johnlittle

then we went to heeren.

went there and they took more neos.

khalisah,becca and xt were waiting inside the machine place

while waiting for cass to change to coins.

i was standing outside and peering in through the curtains and

listening to them la.

then i turned and saw this cute bung girl from dunno what

school la.

i think she was bung cause she had the bung hairstyle.

then she was staring at me so i looked back in and becca

asked me to close the curtains ao i quickly closed it.

then the bung was like using her hands to say it was okay or sumthin.

i guess she was waiting to use that machine with her frens.

she came with another girl and a boy.

ahahah.

weird.

but she's quite cute.

although not as cute as ----- ((:

ahahaha.

sorry.

i shouldn't be obsessed.

hmm.

then after that khalisah and becca went home.

i went around with cass and xt.

cass was like being damn weird la.

she kept on obsessing abt how cute ashton kutcher was in the movie.

then she was started to talk with lots of hand signs and expressions.

damn funny la((:

ahaha.

and she got approached by some modelling ppl.

they said that they will call her for an interview(:

ahahah.

then after that we went round far east.

and xt finally bought a watch.

then we went home at about 600.

i went to harbourfront to my dad's shop la.

went there and bought some cute soap stuff

for buddy,qixin,theresa and ryhan(((:

heheheh.

okay.

obs is nx week.

hope it will turn out okay.

i just hope i have nice grp members then it will be fine(:

okay.

gotta go now.

bye(:

go listen to:

shiver-natalie imbruglia,

lonely no more-rob thomas,

imcomplete-backstreet boys

goin crazy-natalie

i shall add more later on((:

2005-04-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i posted rite.
i've been studying.
hahah.
yah rite.
but i tried abit kay.
ohwells.
wtv la.
oh.
and guess wat.
i found out which class my sec one eyecandy is in
she's in ____.
not to be revealed.
hahah.
but she's damn cute.
ahhhh.
can't stand it((:
but she's straight.
cries.
ohwell.
her choice.
i was straight in sec one too.
actually.
i'm still straight now.
i onli like cute bungs wat.
and bungs are like boys.
which means i like boys.
so i'm straight(:
hahah.
stupid logic.
ohwells.
ok.
yesterdae was my eng paper.
damn crappy la.
the compre passage was abt shrimps and
some underwater thing.
hope i pass.
i dun wan to fail.
seriousli.
today.
had tamil paper.
i should have taken malay as my mt.
my parents can speak malay.
damn.
i should have taken malay when i was young.
ohwells.
the paper was quite weird la.
some of the compre questions were confusin.
i wanna pass):
haiz.
ok.
after paper 1 went for recess with buddy.
i wanted to find theresa so buddy followed.
couldn't find her so we came back and saw theresa at the same
place we were sitting.
then she talked to me and told me abt her obsession.
as usual((:
hahah.
then went up to class with buddy.
we realised we were late cause everyone was sitting down
and mr.tan was asking us to hurry up.
then buddy said she wanted to pee.
but too bad she couldn cause the paper was gonna start.
hahah(:
then was crapping my way through the paper.
oh yah.
forgot to say.
in paper 1 rite.
i was halfway doing my compo then i stopped to doodle cause
there was lots of time left.
then mr.tan passed by and asked me to carry on with the paper
and stop doodlin.
haiz.
can't even doodle in peace(:
hahah.
then after paper 2 went to the crc place with buddy to wait for the
sec two's paper to finish so that buddy can get her watch
back from morgan.
then we got it and went to the canteen.
saw her and i waved at her.
and she waved back!!!
ahahah(:
she's damn cute.
i'm so obsessed.
ohwells.
then buddy wanted to see her.
so i showed her.
ahahh.
introduce to her.
okay.
then me and buddy tried to study in the canteen.
but we ended up loitering and teasing the sec one.
no offence la.
they are actually our frens
so we are not mean cause they dun mind((:
hehehh.
then later dad came and fetched me and buddy
waited for her mom.
ahahh.
so sad that i can't write to theresa anymore.
mus wait until after mid yrs so that we both
can concentrate.
haiz.
end of mid yrs seems so long away.
can't wait.
then after that got obs.
then ndp training.
oh and during obs can't see her.
cries.
i should have not chosen to go for obs.
then atleast can see her and her cute smile(((:
okay.
shouldn be so obsessed.
but she's damn cute<3
can't help it.
ohwells.
remember.
she's straight):
ok.
gotta go.
bye((:

2005-04-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

hey.

erm.haven been bloggin much.

ohwells.

recaps of today.

had mass run today.

ran with sandra.

then had lessons la.

quite hard to concentrate cos i was very tired.

but i tried la.

dunno whether i absorbed anything anot.

hope so.

and i think i'm not going to do well in my mid years.

cause i haven't started studying and i haven been

listening much in class.

just hope that i can pass everything.

i dun wanna fail anything.

aniwae.

then had recess.

after recess was mother tongue.

the usual la.

did some worksheet.

then had english but miss woon didin't come

so free period.

me and becca went to sit at the benches near the

CRC toilet.

then rui ling,wai man,kaili and yifang came to join us,

but then kaili and wai man left to go to the library

so then becca studied her chem and i copied phys.

then we went to put our stuff in the classroom and went

'walking' around the g block.

went to see theresa at 1g2 la.

talked to her for awhile and becca talked to her junior.

then theresa's chinese teacher came and she had to leave

cause the teacher was staring at us.

wth la.

then me and becca went down to the canteen and me eunice

there.

then went to the photocopy lady.

later went up to class.

had physics.

then after school had chem test.

bet i'm gonna fail.

i din know anything.

ohwells.

cries.

then had amaths but mrs gek let us go down to eat.

so went down with yifang they all.

then came up and tried to concentrate.

then one by one people started to leave.

the onli ppl left were me,buddy,wee lin and sarah(s2).

i was totallie blur la.

i made so many stupid mistakes for amaths.

then sarah ho helped me but she din wanna do anymore.

so i was stuck again la.

but nice nice buddy helped me.

she did some for me and asked me to continue.

and i was distracted she asked me to concentrate.

hahah.

then went mrs gek was abt to leave becca came running to class

and singing "lalala" realli loudly.

she din realise mrs gek was there.

damn funny la.

we all were laughing at her.

then mrs gek left and i disturbed buddy with all the 'papaya talk'.

hahah.

inside joke((:

then me and becca came up with a song.

it's gonna be the song of the day.

here's the first verse,

papaya's in pajamas are coming down the stairs((:

haha.

buddy loves it.

rite?!.

hahah(:

ok.

then dad came to fetch me and i went home.

too bad buddy.

my dad came first.

hahah(:

i win the race((:

ok.

thats all.

gotta go reply letters now.

bye((:

2005-04-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.

dunnoe why i'm online also.

should be asleep.

or mugging for mid years.

but i'm not.

i'm sucha bad gurl.

i realli can't figure out what happened to me.

i mean like i dun know why i can't focus.

and start studying like i used to last time.

oh wells.

anyway.

i was quite happy this week.

i got a hug from her*(:

realli!

it was out last choir session.

then i was going around hugging ppl.

and then i got a hug from her*((:

realli!!

ahaha.

i'm obsessed.

but she's* damn cute la

adorable.

aniwae.

then when i was going to go home i was walking with theresa.

then she* passed by and i waved at her* and she* waved back.

then theresa asked me why i dun wanna tell her* the truth.

so i told theresa that if i did then i wanna tell her* when she's* alone.

so theresa said that she would help me tell her* and she asked her* to come and told her.

i was quite freaked out la.

but she* just gave a cute,shocked face and smiled and went off.

i didn't know what it was supposed to mean but i dun care la.

but the last choir session was very memoriable(:

it was the last session with her*(:

and we were just singing,eating sweets and just crapping.

very enjoyable.

yeah.

i had fun with marion and theresa(:

marion's my hamster and theresa's one of my fav.sec 1 juniors((:

<3>

hahah.

ok.

i think i better go now.

tomorrow is my cousin's engagement.

there goes my sunday:(

ohwells.

oh and.

i lurve the song GOING CRAZY BY NATALIE(((:

<333>

i can hear it non-stop and still not get sick of it.

i'm hearing it now too(:

must go hear it kay(:

okay.

bye((:

2005-04-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

hey
i just realized i haven blogged for quite long la.
but i didn't realli have much time last weekend
and this week.
cause it was realli packed or i didn't have the
mood
oh wells
i'm here at last.
firstly i would like to congratulate 3s1((:
i know it's kinda late lar.
but still.
we won 2nd for the crescentian day fancy
dress competition.
realli!
and we were damn surprised and happy
cause all the work was done last minute.
but thanks to all the painters,shafifi,sya and the
other ppl who helped us cause we wudn't have won
without their help.
we were damn happy la.
and then when we went back to class we were
screaming madly la.
especially madeleine.
she was screaming the loudest cause she realli wanted to scream(:
hahaha
but i screamed too.
the screaming lasted abt 40 mins i think
and the students in the other block all came out to see what was happening
heheh
aniwae.let me recap abt yesterday.

friday

SYF!!
choir gurls had to come to school at abt six in the morning.
we met in the bust-stop then went to the pat and left our things there
then went for our run.
we ran eight rounds round the parade square
then we did stretches at the mini forum
then we went back to the pat and changed into our costumes.
charmaine helped me with my skirt cause i seriously didn't know how to wear it
then we tried singing abit cause miss tham came.
then had to leave alreadi.
we went in the bus to the conference hall.
we had to go in two buses and i *she got in the other bus.
so sad rite
haha.oh wells.
then i was talking and laughing with the sec ones.
made friends with them.
laura,melanie and theresa(:
they were damn wacky la.
sorry arh theresa.
i crushed all ur dreams abt u know what((:
dun worry okay.
concentrate on ur studies.
that's more important yeah(:
ok then we had to wait awhile for before the performance.
then it was our turn.
we tried our best arh.
but after the performance,miss tham and miss seow said that the way
we walked onto the stage showed that we were really scared and nervous.
and they said that we need more experience and exposure
then another instructor came and consoled us cause some ppl were crying.
miss tham said that if we got silver we would be lucky but she said that
she would give us a 10/10 for effort although our nervousness took over us):
but i didn't cry la
and someone said that i didn't have any feelings and stuff
but i think it's useless and diff. ppl have diff ways of expressing their displeasure
and at that time i didn't feel that i had to cry cause i felt quite okay.
anyway
then we got on the bus and again she got on a diff. bus):
but i sat with the sec.ones again.
however theresa was damn sad la.
i tried to cheer her up but couldn't and i guessed she just wanted tp be left alone
so i left her and talked to the other two(:
then when we reached school miss seow gave us a rose each.but eventually
mine bent la.oh wells.
it was damn pretty though.
so me and shi ping went to class then went to change
my class was having geog and they kept asking me how we've done and i just said okay la.
but i told qixin everything(:
sorry arh qixin
i left u alone the whole day
aniwae.i had lessons for awhile then had ss
and had to do test but it will last more then 1:30 so i had to leave
so i didn't even know why i went back to class
aniwae
then me and shi ping went down
had lunch and at 2 went to the hall for the austrailian choir exchange
this part of the day was damn fun la
cause we found out that we got silver and we were practically screaming
then we did warm-ups and then the austrailian choir came
all of them were damn pretty la(:
then we sang some songs and so did they
they can sing really well
and they were very very loud
they also sang nice nice songs((:
i made many new austrailian frens
cause after singing and mingling with them
we got to go around and ask for autographs and stuff
then i got their email addresses and mobile numbers
and i also took photos with them
my buddy was SUSAN
she was realli nice and she's 17
she's from perth
so cool rite((:
hahah
we promised to email each other so that we can keep in touch
then my eyecandy was also very cute la
she was also excited like me and she was practically jumping around
and kpo su bing wanted to know who she was and i finally told her
actually i signalled to her
hope she understood what i meant((:
aniwae
then had a grp photo with the austrailian choir
oh yah
some pri school choirs were there too and they were damn cute
during the stretches and stuff they were realli funny((:
haha.
then went home
the austrailian choir ppl left for their trip to orchard road((:
hope they enjoyed it(:

hmm.
todae went to jb.
again
didn't buy much stuff cause i was damn tired
was falling asleep in the car the whole time
then i had severe leg pains
i think i didn't stretch properly yesterday
but yeah
so then came back and had to go for kumon
so tiring
eating lasagne now
quite nice la
but damn fattening la
i want to go swimming but i'm too tired to go down):
i'm so lazy
ahah.
oh.
i've got a nice boyfriend now
it's SYAHIRAH((:
ahah
it's for fun la.
but i lurve her((:
she's damn sweet la
we got together on crescentian day(:
so nice rite
hahah
but she's not a faithful bf):
but i'm not faithful to her either:D
ahaha
i'm crapping

aniwae
i want to thank grace the ah ma((:
THANKS GRACE((:
thank u for accompanying me to stalk her arh
can't wait for the nx time we are going to stalk someone else.
CAN'T WAIT!
thanks for being a faithful stalker's assistant(((:

it's all about u`

2005-03-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

i still awake and it's so late alreadi.

who cares la.

aniwae

i'll blog quickly then go have my

beauty sleep.

ok.recaps abt todae.

the first part of the day was okay.

lessons as usual.

slacking all the way.

i realli hope i buck up man.

i'm like failing all my tests and not studying.

tomorrow got amaths test eh.

and i forgot to bring the txbk home.

see what i mean.

how dumb can i get right.

then how to study.

stupid sharifa!

ok.aniwae.back to the recap.

erm.the ss teacher then ask me to get 10

voluteers to help her to carry stuff to the crc la.

but then when i asked my oh-so-cooperative class u shuld

know the response la.

its like they didn't even listen or they just mind their own

buisness.so irritating kay.

that's why i dun like being reps.

cause must be responsible for the class.

and if u have a class that's not cooperative and all

then it's gonna be tough la.

i realli pity qixin man.

she chairperson ma.

that's why she so depressed orh.

then got no one listen to her de.

so sad rite.

not that i hate my class.

infact I LOVE MY CLASS!(:

they're damn wild,crazy and noisy.

I LIKE!!

ahaha.

but as u know they dun cooperate ont his kinda stuff.

and it can get pretty torturing la.

oh wells.

i better get used to it.

aniwae.

yifan,kaili,qixin and sri were damn nice la.

even though they were busy they still volunteered.

oh and cute cute clarissa volunteered too.

but too bad we couldn't find the teacher so we ended up not doing(:

then met with rubhi,sarah,bhuva,triveni and manfei and we went to tanglin mall for lunch.

sorry arh yifang.

i abandoned u.

dun be angry kay(:

aniwae.

so the bunch of us were getting to the bus stop and 111 came so bhuva

suggested to run across and we did la.

then the stupid taxi go and honk at us damn loud arh.

he was like so far away from us kay.

but he still honk and all the crescentians in the bus-stop stared at us.

lucky got no teachers or we die arh.

but poor manfei and triveni didn't run and they were stuck.

so we took the bus and they managed to cross over and take the same bus.

ahaha.

then we ate at macs.

i got cheered up abit by all of sarah's wackiness.

as usual.

thnen we were walking back and we saw the 111 again(:

and we ran across to the next bus-stop.

it was damn tiring kay.

ahah.but we digested our food quickly.

hehe.

then in the bus we were all panting and the ppl in the bus

kept staring at us.

ahaha.bad reputation.

hehehe.

then when back to school for the walkathon thing.

it was damn lame arh.

we are painters.

me! a painter!!

imagine that.

we were supposed to be mafia

but then teachers say they dun wan anything negative.

then we become painters.

arghh.

we dun want but we got nothing else to choose so ya.

aniwae.we just walked up on the stage and all.

ahaha.bronte mascot damn cute la.

like musical and stuff.

qixin sang.

ahahh.hear her sing in class too many times ready.

then go deaf.ahah.kiddin arh.

dun kill me in class((:

ohh.and qixin cheer up kay.

dun be so sad.

i'm sure u belong and u have like so many friends and all.

aniwae.todae i was like half-ponning pe la.

ahhaha.tuesday pe sessions very fun.

cause i either have stomache or me and yifang

tell the pe teacher that we going toilet and we will got walk walk

around school.ahaha.damn fun la.

then she alwaes she her mortal.

usually we will pass the canteen then go one big round but todae

it was raining so we stayed at the canteen for awhile.

then we walked again and went up by the canteen side staircase.

everyone busy training for napfa(i think it's spelled tis way)

but i was just loitering around.ahaha.

so i just watched them train then pe end alreadi.ahaha.

i gonna fail napfa la.

aiyah.wth la.

i dun care de.

heheh.

ok anyway.

during recess i talked to grace.

so fun to talk to her man.

hahah.rite grace.

and she gave me letter ready.

ahaha.thanks arh((:

ok.gotta go.

cheer up ppl.

must be like me.

sad also must still try to be happy kay(:

SMILE!!!

I DUN WANNA LOSE U;I COULD NEVER MAKE IT ALONE(:

2005-03-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

yo!

ahaha.haven blog for quite long rite.

dun have the mood la.can't blame me.

aniwae.

yesterdae nite was

CREZ AWARDS

first i was supposed to meet hannah but den she had to eat dinner

so i met triveni and her sis at the bus-stop.

waah.both of them extremely thin de.

then we went in to the hall la.

it was damn crowded.

we sat at the back first then we went to the front.

met qixin,shuping,cherie(i think) and some other 2g3 ppl la(:

they were sitting behind us.

i sat with pav and triveni and her sis sat infront of us.

then we were waiting for the show to start.

later layteng,buddy,cindy and may came and sat behind us.

layteng was quite chio.right clarissa.ahaha.realli la.

aniwae.

then the show started.

we werent even listening to the compere's la.

i was just waiting for the interval to meet ppl.hehe.

and i wanted to find praba and rubhi.

we couldnt chop for them seats cos there weren't any.

sorry arh.

but in the end got two empty seats infront of us.

so they came and sat with us.

aniwae

buddy,layteng and may were screaming they're heads off at every performance.

it was damn funny la.

cos if they dun like then they just screamed la.

so i joined them and i was quite wild la.

hehe.

it was the first time i wore a skirt but i wasn't girly.

hehe.

praba agreed and asked me to act more bimbotic

but i just kept jumping and stuff.

haha.

cannot make it la((:

then after interval got summore performances.

then it ended.

i think hafizah should have won at least one of the awards for the solo-ist thing la

her 'sway' song was like damn good orh.

poor thing she didn't win

nevermind

she's still damn good la(:

oh wells.

but the dances were good la.

too bad cass never win.

nevermind.

u guys still did well kay(:

ahahah.

and some singers went out of tune la.

but atleast they got the courage to go up and sing rite so must praise them.

hehe

then after the show i wasn't willing to go home.

i met clarissa outside the hall

she was damn CUTE yesterday la.

with her hat and all.

ahaha

kept pinching her cheeks.

haha.

then waited in the bus-stop for my parents.

reached home and i used the computer

then i tried to fall asleep.

oh ya.i forgot to bring my camera yesterday.

oh wells.

haha.

dunnoe what to do today.

can't go swimming cause i got my period.

so sad rite.

i just got it yesterday.

ok.gotta go(:

oh.and i saw some of my eye-candies's yesterday((:

ahah

ok.bye((:

-u will never know how much u mean to me(:

2005-03-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

woohoo.haha.i'm quite happy now(:

YAY!!i like being happy:)

hmm.well.i went jb today with my family.

it was quite fun but tiring at the same time.

cos had to wake up at 6:30 in the morning

as we had to beat the jam.heheh.

then we bathed and stuff and sped off.

alreadi got alot of ppl there at 8 kay.

it's like they dun sleep or sumthin.

AHAHAH.

then we went to jb and we went SHOPPING!((:

it was the main reason why we went there la.hehe.

so we went to angsana first and shopped.ate there too.

then went to holiday plaza.shopped summore.heh.

that's where we bought the vcds and song cd's la.

so now no need to go theater and watch ready.

HURRAY((:

HEHEH.

now i got movies to watch at home.ha!

after i watch then i will surely lend ppl.

ahaha.but first come first serve arh.heh

ohh.i just realised that the song 'caught up' by usher suits me orh.

heheh.

realli!.i shall post the lyrics.

but first.i want to thank ppl(:

TO AHMA((:

LURVE U LA.EVEN THOUGH U ARE VERY NAGGY AND ALWAYS LECTURING ME AND AISYAH, U STILL DO IT FOR OUR OWN GOOD SO THANKS ARH((:AND GD LUCK FOR UR RACE(:

TO AISYAH((:

l LURVE U TOO((:HEHEH.U SO NICE NOWADAYS LA.HELPING ME AND CHEERING ME UP.I APPRECIATE IT KAY.BUT U SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED MY ADVICE ORH.IT WOULD HAVE MADE U HAPPIER.BUT IT'S UR CHOICE LA.HEHE.TAKECARE((:

and a whole lot of other ppl.lurve ya too kay.u all should know who u are(: SO THANKS((:

USHER'S 'CAUGHT UP'

I'm the kind of brotha

Who been doin' it my way

Gettin' my way for years

In my career

And every lover

y'all In and out my life

Ive hit, loved and left in tears

Without a care

Until I met this girl who turned the tables around

She caught me by surprise and

I never thought I'd be the one breaking down

I cant figure it out why I'm so

Caught up

Got me feelin' it

Caught up

I don't know what it is

But it seems shes got me twisted

I'm so

Caught up

Got me feelin' it

Caught up

I'm losin' control

This girls got a hold on me

My mama told me

Be careful who you do

cuz karma comes back around

Same ol' song

But I was so sure

That it wouldnt happen to me

Cuz I know how to put it down

But I was so wrong

This girl was mean

She really turned me out

Her body was so tight

I'm lookin' for her in the daytime with a flashlight

My homies say this girl is crampin' my style

And I can't figure it out

and I'm so

Caught up

Got me feelin' it

Caught up

I don't know what it is

But it seems shes got me twisted

I'm so

Caught up

Got me feelin' it

Caught up

I'm losin' control

This girls got a hold

I'm so

Caught up

Really feelin' it

Caught up

I don't know what it is

But it seems shes got me twisted

I'm so

Caught up

Really feelin' it

Caught up

I'm losin' control

This girls got a hold on me

And I think I like it baby

Oh nooo, oh no

Ooh, yeaah, oh my

This girl was mean

She really turned me out

Yeah, yeah, yeah, suga

My homies say this girl is crampin' my style

I'm so

Caught up

Don't know what it is

But it seems shes got me twisted

I'm so

Caught up

Really feelin' it

Caught up

I'm losin' control

This girls got a hold

I'm so

Caught up

Im so

Caught up

I don't know what it is

But it seems shes got me twisted

I'm so

Caught up

Really feelin' it

Caught up

I'm losin' control

This girls got a hold on me(:

done.bye for now((:

2005-03-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.
i dun even know why i'm blogging.
i like totally lost the mood to.
but i'm suffering from boredom.
and because she* has been causing me lots of problems.
sigh.
i dunnoe whats wrong with me.
i've never been so emotionally attached to someone.
the onli ppl i'm attached too were my friends.
i weren't attached to the rest like i am now.
whats happening to me.
this last two years in crescent are very important.
i'm supposed to be turning guai and mugging real hard.
but now u've become a BIG problem.
and i know that u are never gonna give me a chance.
u are too involved in ur own problems to bother abt me.
many ppl are telling me to forget abt u.
but it's not that easy like they think.
i used to be normal.
but now.
many things changed.
i would lurve to just go out to eat or watch a movie with u.
i wouldn't even mind if it was a friendly outing.
but u're obssesed over another person.
i dun want to come between both of u.
i even help u with stuff.
but inside i'm getting hurt.
can't concentrate.
sigh.
i can't help thinking abt u*
i don't even want ot think of
letting u* go.
I LOVE U:))

ok.dun mind me people.that was for sumone who deosn't give a damn about me.heck la.because of her i had some misunderstanding with my buddy yunheng.sorry arh.please forgive me.i wasn't in the right mood yesterday night.and i was crying all along.so yeah.forgive me kay:))

hmm.i haven blog about jean's farwell party.but i dun have the mood to.i will soon kay.but it was REALLY FUN:)).hehe.okay.gotta go ready.thanks to yifang for cheering me up todae:)).oh.and sya too.with her lame songs and funny expressions.it was damn funny la.haha.thanks arh:)
ohh.and i long time never post song lyrics.shall post next time:)

I LOVE U:))

2005-03-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

sigh.this post is gonna be damn sad arh.but let me cheer it up first by saying that GRACE IS FINALLY BACK FROM KL!!!.she arh.go kl to shop shop and missed out on all the happenings and all the stuff that we told each other in the party.so now i have to tell her EVERYTHING:( later will call her and start from the begining.okay.now for the real thing that i waqnted to blog about.this is dedicated to her* la.please dun assume who is it and stuff kay.i just felt like writing it here so if u think it's stupid then just get out of here cause it's not for u.

for her:

firstly, i think u're rather cute and shuai.

that's why i started liking u.

i know i shouldn have felt for u without knowing anything abt u.

but i did.

and i can't help it when ppl talk bad abt u.

dunnoe why.

i just thought u were realli nice and i think u are.

maybe u and her just had some misunderstanding cause that sumone told me that u might be egoistic.

but after talking to u i dun feel that u are.

the stuff that u're frens say about u are also positive.

so reallli think u're nice.

i know u lurve sumone else.

but i can't help myself from liking u or looking at u.

u're just on the opp.block.

i get distracted during lessons when u stand there.

i get the feeling that i can never get close to u which makes me sad.

i started liking u too because i wanted to forget abt the older one.

but it made no difference.

i just got more depressed.

in fact.

i've never cried over a person before until i fell in love with u.

usually i'll be the ones cheering up my friends.

but now it's the other way round.

my happy-go-lucky nature's changing.

but i still think that letting u go is disastrous.

i know u've been hurt before.

but what makes u soo sure that it will happen again?

i promise it won't.

ever.

just give me one chance to prove it to u.

why won't u understand that.

I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT UR LOVE:)

the person that u like is not giving u full attention.

so why are u still holding on.

if she liked u wouldn't she have told u.

i dun think she's in lurve with u as much as me.

but still u insist on hanging on.

it just saddens me to see that u are so sad over not having her love.

when i could give u double the amount.

why dunt u understand??

I LOVE U:))

just give me a chance to show u:)

2005-03-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

hey peeps:)

hmm.i'm seriousli bored.got class gathering later at my house.so i just waiting for everyone one to come.and i'm blogging now to keep myself occupied.i was also bored yesterday so i went browsing around friendster and just added any crescentian or my ex-classmates.ahah.hope i dun freak them out.heheh.aniwae.now i dunnoe what to blog about.nothing much happened yesterday.

ohh.i know.we had the syf practise performance.we had to perform infront of many other secondary schools.and it was damn scary cause all the other sec. school choirs sounded so nice and in-tune.so when it was our time to perform we were realli scared and everyone couldn't sing well.all the more the sec.4's had gone for overnight tour so they had no sleep and were realli tired.i dun think we sounded ok.but our trainer said that we need more pts.so we need to run more.so sad.oh wells.i like running:))

heheh.ohh.i can't wait to go to crez awards!!i'm so excited cause i found out that she's* going.hurray!!!.i read her blog and it seems like she's* going.heheh.i can't wait.ohh.must go and support cass too.she's singing with two other gurls.I CAN'T WAIT!!woohoo:)).ok.dun mind me.i'm obsessed.but i think she already has summone:(oh wells.i shall not be heartbroken and be happy:))).ok.gotta go ready.but i'm still bored and need entertainment!!!.haha.byebye:)

i can't wait for school to start again so that i can see u across the block again.heheh:))

2005-03-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF TERM ONE((:

hmm.lets see.haven't posted for quite long rite.but too lazy to recap so i shall just post abt todae.

had usual lessons.slacking throughout them all.just sat there and stared at the teachers while i was day-dreaming.then i couldn't take it anymore.so i kept looking over at the other block.just sat and saw ppl walking by and going to their classrooms.then when got nobody alreadi so i disturbed qixin and she kept telling me her usual lame jokes.laugh until got stomache.

ohh.todae layteng was damn funny.her favourite teacher didn't come to our class todae cause she had to go sumwhere else.then layteng was damn sad.me and emil told her not to worri cause eventually the teacher will teach us but she was still very unhappy.then had lessons and the teacher came and layteng got so excited that she almost fell of her chair!.ahaha.the whole class started laughing cause layteng kept sayin "why u wear so chio today!".luckily the teacher never hear.then our teacher scolded us cause she thought we were laughing at the other teacher as she went to the wrong class but we were actually laughing at layteng.ahaha.so funny k.like it was the first time the whole class laughed together:))hmm.then wat happened ah.i know!!

next had ss.wanna say sori to qixin for sabo-ing u k.i'm so so sorry.aniwae.during ss we were supposed to 'teach' the class about some chapter in ss and i didn't study cause on the day where we were supposed to be studying i was crying and wasn't in the mood.then the teacher saw me chewing chew gum so she ask me to teach and bring an assistant.so i brought qixin.so sorri.please forgive me:)erm.then went infront and confessed to everyone that i didn't study and qixin had to read everything.in the end i onli read one small part.i felt so guilty.summore i ss rep.but i had no choice in being the rep.sigh.nevermind.then after school had lunch with qixin and she said sum realli realli lame stuff.she also kept wriggling her finger like a worm infront of everyone she saw.hahah.then we were seeing whose worm is faster cos my worm was a marker and it cud move faster then her finger.heheh.we were realli lame and laughing realli loudly.then had a maths extra lesson .and we just sat there doing our homework.i wanted to do some sums but my parents came so i had to go and bring them to the staffroom.then i left them with mr tan and went up to collect my bag

then came down and they were about to finish.mr samat saw me and started asking me stuff and giving me some advice.THANKS ALOT MR.SAMAT:)).heheh.then went home with my parents.actually i wanted to tell them i was staying back and go out with cass and they all but decided to go home.dunno why.but regretting it now.should have gone out.nevermind.shall go swimming later.hahah.so long never go swimming so must go pamper myself.ha!

yay!.sunday got party.ahaha.hurray!!at my house summore:))ex-2s2 ppl coming.like get-together.hope we have fun.what shall we play arh.must think.ohh.must go buy tidbit and snacks incase the pizza and cake is not filling.heheh.oops.gotta go.bye:))

dunno who u were staring at the hall.is it me??.couldn't be rite.but i think u're rather cute.heheh.can see u inbetween classes across my block.but the sad thing is it started when ur fren started giving me weird stares and cheeky smiles and that's how i got to see u staring at me in the hall.sigh.this is so complicated and i can't concentrate in class anymore:))